Relapsed after more than 60 days. I had a planned surgery (new hip) and the same time my dad got ill. He died feb/23. And after thst I drank wine. A bit and more. I cannot find my motivation to get back to day 1, 2, 3 etc.
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I’m so sorry for your loss 
Grief is a hard thing to experience in recovery… try and find things that will cheer you up and keep busy. You have done it before, you can do it again. I hope you feel better soon and keep trying
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@Lola you are back here which speaks volumes. You have done it before. Perhaps come here daily and start reading the posts…then find some type of recovery.
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Thanks, back on track I think. Day 2 has started! 
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@Lola great to hear! I found just making it past 5 days after a relapse is the most difficult part. Granted you’ll have triggers there after, but you gain some clarity on your goals. Cheering for your success!
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