12 days so far and I’ve never been so emotional in my life. I’ve never been one to cry but lately seems to be all I want to do. Whether I’m happy or sad, just feel like crying. But I’ve just been letting it happen. Figure it’s what I must need. I’ve been through a lot in my 35 years and I guess it’s time to face it all sober. About time really. I’ve kept so much in since I was a kid. Think it may be time to release some of these demons.
Anyway I sat at a bar last night cause it’s where the hostess sat my niece and i… ordering a coke without jack was weird but felt so right. And it felt so good when I left and didnt have to worry about someone driving me home. I could actually drive myself home. Not much of an accomplishment for some but I’ll take what I can get right now lol.
Small victories for the win!!!