2017 has been rough. Supposed to change but just getting worse. Got arrested for being a drunk prick. Money doesn’t make happiness but I’ve wasted all I had at the casino. Built relationships on alcohol and drugs and expected them to work. Just tired of constant drama and bullshit. Doing the way I have hasn’t worked. So decided to go sober for once.
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I am in the same boat.
I have had alcohol free days 9 this month but its the 19th!
Im smoking marijuana to ease the pain but cant get any now so I have to quit and feeling alot of anxiety.
I feel like im taking one step forward then 5 steps back.
My ex and I tried getting back together last year and wound up drinking every time we hung out and smoking weed. We were a bad influence on each other which is sad because we love each other so much.
sometimes you just have to focus and look after yourself.
Good on you for going sober. all the best