with each week of newly found sobriety, my way of thinking seem to mend itself into a newer form.
the everning of the 21st day i had my first nightmare about being drunk, specifically i remember order drinks, taking a sip, and then it being the next day and i was worried about restarting and feeling guilty. eventhough nightmares are unpleasant, i was happy that my brain for the first time is starting to reccognize alcohol as a negitive experience opposed to a positive… something i never thought i could achieve just a short while ago.
change is afoot in my life as i plan to re enter the adult entertainmnet industry with a different mindset, and remain sober. here i go to embark on day 23, goodmorning everyone its a great day!!!