So I’ve often heard people refer to “90 meetings in 90 days” and I just can’t commit to that. I know I would fail and that might trigger me to drink.
I’ve been avoiding meetings, and while I’m still sober, I know I’m just one bad day, hour or minute away from slipping. I always come up with an excuse to skip a meeting, I’m still trying to do it alone, and I know that I’m not strong enough for that, so I’ve come up with an idea.
I’m going to do 30 meetings in 30 days and I started yesterday. I’ve mapped out all the meetings that will work with my schedule and even backups if I miss it. No excuses. I’m going to try out a bunch of different meetings, put myself out there and meet people. Hopefully I’ll find a sponsor while I’m at it.
So here I am, making myself accountable to all of you. I will be checking in at the end of each meeting to share what I leaned or how I feel. You don’t have to read it but I need to do this for myself.
What I learned last night was I’m a very stubborn person who always makes excuses to avoid situations
I’m ready to beat this once and for all.
Wish me luck