I’m a swallower. Snorting perc 30s just didnt have the same effect on me. After my 1st and last experience with cocaine (that lasted about 6 months) I refuse to do any further damage to my nose anyway. Was blowing 8 balls that cost around 350q and it was some cakey fish scale raw. One line would send you into withdraw without more. Comedowns were so brutal until I figured out perc 30s were the cure.
After a bad brief breakup with my wife I just started popping 30s. Probably like 4-5 per day. Now 2 years later I am at the point where I’m taking 12-13 at a time just to feel anything. I can afford the pill habit and I will not take dope. Well I run a business and slowly losing money weekly rather. I quit with kratom for a year and relapsed because I just wanted the real thing again.
Today is day one once again. I really don’t want to take kratom. Don’t want to take suboxone. Just want to get through the hurtle and come out of the other end not dependent on the drug. In May I am moving to England to expand my business. Both kratom and the sale of percocet without a prescription is illegal there… so it’s either I man up now or gradually continue to up my dose and make it even worse for myself down the line.
This sucks. But I’ll save so much money if I just stop today. Any words of wisdom for me? Would like to hear any feedback on ways to kick it once and for all.