It’s strange because today I woke up naturally for the first time in forever . I feel I have a bit more mental clarity than normal .Things don’t seem as hazy.
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The past few days just seemed to blur into a strange mess of desperately wanting alcohol /cocaine and horrible feelings which I’m going to assume is withdrawal or something .i felt crazy fatigued ,kept burning up, sickness , unable to sleep , bad dreams etc .
But I’m feeling a bit better today and that’s exciting , it’s 8.47 and Already alcohol is the first thing on my mind but I hope that will go .
I just want to be a normal 24 yr old girl ,whatever that means … but I don’t think it involves being a bad wreck head 