5d 5h off sub

Still can’t get much energy or motivation and legs are DEAD however I get a few hrs of sleep in between waking… taking care of my kid this week cause daycare is closed has been a blessing and a curse … helps keep my mind occupied but a lot of running around. Imodium has kept my pretty ok which I did not think possible. All in all it can be done. Hell I came off 350mg a day of methadone ( yes all prescribed from clinic) cold turkey in jail ( first time and only time) an add 5-8 kpins with it daily if I can make it through that anything is possible trying to stay positive. Hoping to feel better soon

Whatever doctor gave you that much methadone should be shot

Isn’t that insane … makes me sick to think of it i was 6’3 155 lbs when I started by the end i ballooned to 230 every time I wanted to go up on dose np if i wanted to go down I had to see doc

And that was at the state run clinic