I am so proud of myself, I have came so far in these 6 months. I have my sober life and I wouldn’t give it up for anything!!! 6 months ago I had nothing. I was behind on every bill. Now I have a great job wading and im really good at it, I out work most of the men I work with. And they dont treat me like a little girl. Its just me and one other girl and we kick ass lol I work long and hard some times 6 days a week 58 hour. But I am no longer behind i am head for the fist time in a long time and it feels amazing. Some for you know that my brother will not talk to me well i went to my dads and he didn’t leave he wouldn’t talk to me and stayed in the kitchen the hold time but he was there. And I called my dad and I was asking him something and my brother was talking though my dad so i would say thats progress. There has been many ups and downs on my sober path and im leaning how to deal with them I know longer hate myself but I LOVE MYSELF!!! THANKS TO MY SOBRIETY 
Im celebrating by enjoying this beautiful day with the cat and dog. Then off the the park with some friends and out to dinner. Have a beautiful sober day everyone !!!
