My feet are improving yay
It’s education about my autism
It’s a podiatrist, however most people in the US just call them foot doctors. Good for you for going by bike, that’s a long distance. I hope your medical visits go well and have a great day.
Two days ago I uninstalled all games from my phone and also deleted them from my library. I decided they have no value and I should never install another game app. So far I haven’t noticed a hole in my life.
I just stayed up late to take a picture of NEOWISE 2020. I cycled 3 miles to the least light polluted place in my area. I am afraid of the dark, especially with all them drug dealers in my village. Turns out that due to neowise moving I can see it from my window. And also, my phone has a shit camera :man_facepalming
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July 17th 2020
My stepdad will life for now
I am currently waiting at the restaurant for my real dad. Despite his continuous mental, physical and emotional abuse we’ve patched things up and we’re slowly rebuilding contact
Dinner was great, I rode on the back of a motorcycle for the first time in my life afterwards
My stepdad his situation worsened a lot. I’m going to see him tomorrow to make sure he won’t die while he thinks I may dislike him. The guilt would be to much for this already way to bumpy period and I am certain that I would relapse if he dies thinking I dislike him. He may die tonight tho
July 18th 2020
My mom can’t find anyone to take over her shift. The earliest I can see my stepdad now is Monday if he is still alive then
He may have a virus and if he has that virus, people under 18 are not allowed to visit
Take it moment by moment
Im sure your stepdad knows you love him
Try to help out your mom as much as possible. Im sure she could use the help and love.
Ill be thinking of you
Also if you need someone to listen, im here and so is everyone here
How is everything today?
Are you staying srong?
I’m holding up. I don’t have cravings at the moment. I have laid on the couch with my stepdad’s dog for a while. The dog feels my sadness and tries to cheer me up. Such a precious creature
i loove dogs and yes i know for a fact the pups knows how you are feeling
what kind of dog??
boy or girl??
It’s a boy. He is, what we call in Dutch, a dumpster dog. He is a mix of about 10 different races
In Swedish we call that a railroad crossing breed. I hope everything turns out to the best for all of you.
I fucking loved it. I once drove an old vespa and thought it was a good idea to brake with the rear wheel in the turn of a gravel road. RIP vespa and pants I was wearig