Yep i felt it was gona happen boredom an horniness took over nearing day 30. An as soon as it hit i relapsed i aint bumbed but i honestly wasnt happy with my progress. I read a no fap article that also backed up staying clean for the wrong reason an i fit that discription. I gota stay clean to be the best version of my self not the worse an not staying clean just to have sex again. And always worrying about porn and relapsing is why i kept failing. About 3 years ago my life turned an it spiraled out of control with this addiction. I promised myself i would be a better Ruds this year cuz last year was alot of pain an anger an numerous mishaps wich just made me more sad. I start an i am gona do my best to focus and just be the best me i can be