I’ve now got my adult ADHD diagnosis
This put puts a lot of things into perspective about who I am
Those dopamine seeking behaviours that alcohol intensifies. It makes me powerless over drugs, sex, gambling, attention etc…
When I drank alcohol my brain
could switch off, slow down and forget about the worries in life
Since I’ve been sober my ADHD traits have massively increased (including OCD) I used alcohol to actually be more normal, though making awful decisions whilst drunk ![]()
I’m soon going to potential be prescribed methylphenidate which is a microdose and has the same effect of amphetamine
I’m worried and anxious but I need help, my life has become unmanageable and my quality of life isn’t brilliant because I cannot focus on anything. I’m worried that I’ll become addicted or I might bomb the lot (that’s why I’m putting safety measures in place and not going to manage the medication myself)
Has anybody got prescribed ADHD or any advice on the matter?