# Alcohol free for me please universe

**URL:** https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472
**Category:** Life in Recovery
**Tags:** alcohol
**Created:** [November 23, 2020, 10:27am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472 "2020-11-23T10:27:45Z")
**Posts on this page:** 20
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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 13, 2021, 8:19am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/187 "2021-07-13T08:19:18Z")

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![Screenshot_20210713-091320](https://talkingsoberfiles.s3.dualstack.us-west-2.amazonaws.com/original/3X/c/1/c1b86b19850e54f1bbe695bb757022d7672708c5.jpeg)  
Half way through my 100th Day clean…I feel like I need to get back to spiritual principles cos I’ve got a little lost the last couple of weeks, smoking shit loads, drinking too much coffee,not doing much house work,Almost like a dry drunk but absolutely no where near close to shame and guilt about having a messy 🏠 house…Ive hot to stay close to other addicts and on this app as I have a day out and evening ahead with a best friend in active addiction and I need to be vigilant as I know addiction can be very persuasive…

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 13, 2021, 8:50pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/188 "2021-07-13T20:50:42Z")

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Stared at the clouds  
Listened to the sea  
And went for a long walk

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 16, 2021, 9:14pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/189 "2021-07-16T21:14:38Z")

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103 days and grateful to be sober and with new skates !

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💜💙🖤💙💜💙💜🖤💙💜

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 17, 2021, 11:46pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/190 "2021-07-17T23:46:40Z")

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Midnight and stepping into 105, at my best friends house this evening with his kids and my kids,was a bit apprehensive about it as he is a big drinker as I was, but it’s been lovely. I drank coca cola and I wasn’t tempted at all. It seems when you have days behind you drinkers want to know ‘how you did/do it’,seems drinkers want to stop and know they can’t stop and have tried to stop, same as I was. I can share my experience, show my strength and carry a message. That sobriety is possible 💙🖤💙🤜🤛 💙🖤💙

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 22, 2021, 9:12pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/191 "2021-07-22T21:12:39Z")

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109 days and today’s addictions are the phone and coffee and cigarettes…boring 🙄🙄🙄🙄 not connected to anything spiritual, just detrimental.

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 25, 2021, 10:56pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/192 "2021-07-25T22:56:39Z")

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112 days completed, all good in the hood, 🙏

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 29, 2021, 10:55pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/193 "2021-07-29T22:55:23Z")

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Beginning of day 116.  
I’m good  
I’m grateful  
I’m noticing a stronger higher power and the little miracles that happen daily  
I’m grateful I am sober  
I’m grateful my children are all in my life on a daily basis  
I’m grateful for the things I have

!(Wish I could get rid of a lot of things too)!

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2021, 8:57pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/194 "2021-07-30T20:57:56Z")

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Finished day 116.  
Today other than now and THINKING about it I didn’t think of alcohol of drinking of getting wasted  
of having a void i felt that I needed to avoid to fill with alcohol  
I had no void today.  
I am full.

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### Author: ![Claartje](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/claartje/32/217550_2.png) [@Claartje](https://talkingsober.com/u/Claartje)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2021, 3:44pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/195 "2021-07-31T15:44:28Z")

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I am happy for you, you are doing great 👍 😊

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [August 1, 2021, 10:21pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/197 "2021-08-01T22:21:23Z")

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This is my truth and has been a daily struggle…my mental health was not good last year…I clawed it back, I got sober but this is pushing me over again…I could literally break and go mental … just gonna have to do a lot of deep breathing.

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [August 9, 2021, 9:41pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/198 "2021-08-09T21:41:18Z")

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127 days Sober, dealing with what life is and accepting. Changing what I have the courage to, . Some bits of life are heartbreaking. But my family and I are good 💟 , on the same page,…🤜🤛

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### Author: ![Lmayo](https://talkingsober.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/l/a9adbd/32.png) [@Lmayo](https://talkingsober.com/u/Lmayo)
#### Post date: [August 9, 2021, 11:32pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/199 "2021-08-09T23:32:32Z")

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Write about your feelings every day. The good, the bad, the pros, the cons. Keep fighting, and reach out if needed. You’re doing great!!!

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [August 17, 2021, 11:52pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/200 "2021-08-17T23:52:07Z")

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135 days…read some step 3 out to sponsor this morning…🌟💟🌟

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [August 26, 2021, 7:58pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/201 "2021-08-26T19:58:17Z")

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144 days and need stop chasing profit. Restore me to sanity! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [September 6, 2021, 9:13pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/202 "2021-09-06T21:13:23Z")

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5 months sober.🌻⭐🌻

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [September 19, 2021, 12:19am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/203 "2021-09-19T00:19:02Z")

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Nearly 6 months. Staff party tonight and had two red bulls and a glass bottle of coke ,😁😁😁😁…hence still awake past 1am.

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [October 21, 2021, 8:24pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/204 "2021-10-21T20:24:49Z")

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“the measure of my sobriety isn’t the distance between now and the last drink, but the distance between now and the next drink”

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [October 25, 2021, 9:27pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/205 "2021-10-25T21:27:56Z")

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Feeling exasperated, worried, stressed. I just would like the lodge in the garden finished so my eldest can be in there . It costs so much money just have a couple of plug sockets in ,that I feel I’m being ripped off.

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### Author: ![Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/hazy/32/504403_2.png) [@Hazy](https://talkingsober.com/u/Hazy)
#### Post date: [October 28, 2021, 6:48am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/206 "2021-10-28T06:48:26Z")

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A few days from 7 months sober… l let go and the universe has carried me to today. Incredible. I don’t struggle to not drink, I don’t desire to drink, I had had enough and asked for help, searched for help, used the help , , I’ve got to work on helping others …😄😄😄🧐…it’s not all for ME!..

IT (universe power) is all about (around) me though. Can’t deny it 🍃🌀🌪💫🗻🌋🌄🌅🌐

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### Author: ![LeeHawk](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/leehawk/32/82766_2.png) [@LeeHawk](https://talkingsober.com/u/LeeHawk)
#### Post date: [October 28, 2021, 2:32pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/alcohol-free-for-me-please-universe/103472/207 "2021-10-28T14:32:04Z")

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So happy for you, Hazy! My sobriety date is March 10. I’m loving my sober life.

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