Alcohol....i hate to drink

So i am clean for 5 days i work as a bartender night shifts it is really hard for me to not drink on this job it is hard job psyhicaly we work until 5 in the morning.last wrek my gf almost left me cause of the alcohol i decided then that i need to stop drinking alcohol so far so good but at this moment i am in big temptation sorry for my bad english i drink couse i am bored or bad guests whi treat me like shit i start drinking around 00:00 until 11:00 in the morning i black out cant remember anything i hope that i will stay clean

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You get to watch a lot of folks drinking and their progressions in your line of work. Stay sober and take solice in knowing you won’t be one of the zombies.

@reflex Take pride in knowing that you’re sober and not a puking, staggering, slurring “zombie”!:heart: You CAN DO THIS! And you’re stronger than you give yourself credit for because dealing with an addiction in your line of work takes a lot of willpower. Pat yourself on the bacl for taking control. You rock!