I intentionally avoided posting until after I had a drink. I was almost a week in…but I had a conversation with ex-father-in-law, whom I still love and miss, and it pushed me over the edge. My ex was not a good person, but her family was great. And instead of feeling the sadness of missing them, I picked up the bottle. And my thought process started to revert back to the way it used to be…I gave myself a pass. Again. And now I’m disappointed in myself. Again.
Hi,sorry it’s so quiet here. Don’t tear yourself up about it. You can get this together. There are a lot of people here that can relate,with a lot of helpful advice. Maybe next time give this place a chance before the bottle. Totally understand sometimes that’s the last thing you want to do. Just give it a shot.