Good Morning! I am checking in. Oh my goodness the feelings I am feeling are real and not being shoved down by the alcohol. It’s almost a relief to actually feel MYSELF and not what alcohol portrays me to be or feel. After my divorce, watching my dad die from cancer, transitioning jobs, co-parenting, losing two family pets and MUCH more; I’ve decided to face all that I have lost. My boys need to watch a strong and courageous mother. Alcohol runs deep in my family and I want to break that generational curse and show that it is possible. The longer I go, the more I will open up. I have also been teaching going on my 12th year. There are a lot of people that depend on me! Please keep up the motivation. This platform has been a God send!
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Good for you! Congratulations 
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Isnt it incredible what opens up to us when we are sober?! Feelings were a hard one for me to feel as I ran from intense emotions for soooo many years. Its really amazing to see that ur embracing these feelings. Thats awesome! Im so sorry about all the loss u have experienced lately. Its not easy whatsoever 
But one of the things ive learned since being clean and sober, is that nothing can be made better with drugs and alcohol. Meaning that no matter what happens in my life, no matter how hard it gets, alcohol and drugs will not solve a thing. In fact they make it so much worse. You can (and will) be able to break that generational curse! I am sending u so much strength to be able to overcome this. Congratulations on ur 72 hours 
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Hi; thanks for being here! 
.. I did online meetings in the early weeks as well as this app. Good luck . Keep coming back 
Congratulations! You’re almost through the worst of the physical withdrawals! Keep going and you’ll never have to go through those first few days again. Best wishes to you 
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Fantastic! Keep going! 
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@Btrout10 this is good advice 
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