Am i done for? (Not literal!)

Okay past few days have been rough but I’ve been 5 days clean! Though as i write this im running on not much sleep bc I stayed up 18 hours now on accident. Because I was going to sleep but my family member had a medical emergency so I had to stay up caring for his two kids. Side tracked haha. But with the done for topic is I was trying to show my tiny babes weird sitting position which was funny but when I scrolled too far I uh, flashed her with my bandaged thigh from abit back. Im just anxious because what if she talks to me or something and it isnt a first time that I accidentally did that. And she knows what I suffer with so should she comment? Because times she saw she didnt.

Also tiny babes is my cat, for some reason stinks like shit all the time I dont rlly know why hah

Edit: her is my sister I forgot yo mention *

Congrats on your clean time. Do you want to talk with her about it?

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First, congratulations on achieving 5 days of freedom; that’s a big deal…

Some things are out of our control. Now that she’s aware & concerned, you can’t really know what she will do or think.

But, you have at least some control over what you do and think. Someone recommended maybe talking it out - it might be a good idea, if it won’t be triggering for you.

No matter what, though, keep going with your sobriety; stay connected with this community; and never give up.

Best wishes for you; please keep us posted on how you’re feeling.

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