I relapsed with alcohol…hard. I’m a female and had a male coworker over to hang out and drink. I felt like since I had company while drinking, I wasn’t falling back into my old ways of getting drunk alone. My husband was gone and has hung out with this guy before but didn’t really like him. I thought he was just jealous and being controlling. My coworker was harmless and we’d formed a good work relationship with no romantic feelings. I woke up the next afternoon with him there knowing something bad had happened and that I’d been taken advantage of. Still drunk, I called my husband and parents and told them I thought something bad had happened. My husband said he didn’t blame me for being taken advantage of but he blamed me for inviting someone over and taking that first drink. I ended up in the hospital twice this weekend. I was told I should’ve died by how much alcohol was in my system. My husband came home temporarily and put me on a plane back to my parents house. I know I was wrong for trusting someone but I’m so hurt that my husband blames me for this and is talking about divorce. I know I need help for my drinking and plan on getting it but I feel like my world is over. I feel like this is all my fault.
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