Today was a hard one. Someone who’s been in my life a long time and has talked to me about being together and a big reason I got sober (yes I did it for me but she’s a big reason too) today made it apparent that I’m not the one she wants or is looking for. I’m just never gonna add up to her. It’s a punch in the gut and slap in the face. Having someone to love or love you makes the days bearable. I’m alone a lot. I talk to her every single day. I just have to let her go. I can’t torture myself with the false notion that one day she may turn around her thought process. Fkn painful
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Heartbreak is awful, I am sorry you are hurting right now. It’s time to dig in and do some heavy self care, you have a few of the acronyms checked off of the H.A.L.T.
Get yourself a full belly of comfort food, run yourself a nice hot bath and hop into bed with a movie. Call it an early night. Tomorrow is a new day, stay strong.
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