I honestly don’t give a fuck. I am grateful it’s not a thing here. Although I heard my french colleagues chatting about it.
I don’t care.
I keep on loving ![]()
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I don’t want any ugly overconsumption gift.
I guess this would make me run 🏃🏻♀️➡️
My love language is physical touch and words of appreciation.
Am I allowed to send everyone on here my love just because I want to or is that too Valentiny?
You are welcome to send love, we all need love, I for sure appreciate it ![]()
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Well then in that case…. Lots of love to you my lovely friend and to all on here ![]()
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Back from IKEA.
I know why going to IKEA counts as adventure for me ![]()
Resume
- I like the new breakfast buffet arrangement
- People are mostly nice
- On a crowded day you come across a fair share of idiots
- Happy couples babbling is nice and gives me hope
- When those couples start to argue over kitchen / sofa / wardrobe … and you notice that it will go south veeeery fast, that’s entertaining. Bitchy single me is grateful for no more discussions (as they ever were fruitful, oh no, never
) - I’m done and dusted back home with a trunkload of organizing stuff, racks, boxes, … Time to tackle the tools, I see dread and my exploding head dawning on the horizon

My Valentine’s is going to be spent with my youngest snow tubing
My oldest went skiing yesterday so that is why it is only me and my little guy today. Last time I went I almost had a panic attack thinking I was going to crash but he told me a couple of weeks ago that it was his favorite thing he ever did in the winter so since it makes me so happy to put a smile on my kids faces we’re going ![]()
Lol… My gym giftet me a flower today ![]()
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Somehow sweet. I placed it next to the picture of my dads picture now. He is dead. Now he is little valantine! Hahhaha. If he knew he would go crazy ![]()
Don’t appreciate me and say you love you me one day a year! Save it for the 364 other day of the year ![]()
And you can buy me flowers
tomorrow when they are discount lol ![]()
Here shops are closed sunday so no discount flowers tomorrow @Von100
Might look for some on monday.
Here the day is over, I had yummi dinner and Missi cat helps digesting by purrs
What a lovely way to close the day ![]()
I just read that there was a St. Valentine back in the day ( 240-270 A.D.) who was executed in ~ 269‐270 by the Catholics. And, he was married and a bit of a cheater/romantically with many so Dr. Google says!
The J. Geils band wrote a song about all this stuff fitting for some folks on this day: Love Stinks
The day makes so much more sense now ![]()
Honestly I’m not sure how I feel about tomorrow. It’s been 5 years since I was in a romantic relationship or any relationship for that matter and still just can’t see anyone else.. It’s literally not an option and will never be. And of course I found this collage in the garage today…we did together where we cut all kinds of stuff out of magazines. Couldn’t even look at it and also couldn’t throw it away. I’m not anti anything but I’m also going to have to stay super busy tomorrow and not let the devil get the best of me and get me to start thinking I’m a loser or weird for not wanting a girl friend probably ever again or at least 5 more years. And there is many reasons for that decision but at the same time really only one. I’ve also never taken relationships lightly or like looking for them or playing games. I don’t know.. I just felt I should post that..
I know I’ll be ok. I have a lot of tools in my toolbox and so much I can do. I feel like I’ve had to work extra hard the last 2 months with the move to my parents after spending 19 months at sober living and not being distracted by probation or the constant threat of going to prison. Some things have been creeping up but also I think living with my parents plays a part and memories resurfacing.. all I know is that I have 2 years sober on the 27th and I know I have worked so hard and made it through a lot.. so I can get through tomorrow also






