After two weeks of being sober i ended up having a drink which lasted 2days… what mechanisms do people use to fight that first drink? Im really trying to fight this disease
No one answer I guess, what helped me is to be honest with myself. I accepted that I love drugs more then anything or anyone in the world. I would give anything for ability to use sensible, after this realization somehow I found out that I can do things about it. Most helpful for now is to ask people for help, calling my sponsor or visiting meetings regularly.
Meeting will make it easier wish you well
That was me until I broke down, admitted I was powerless, and walked into an AA meeting.
YOU CAN DO IT!!
AA meetings were the answer for me.