Back again - hard to say

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I was doing great for about 60 days Jan-Feb of this last year then chose to slowly start drinking again. It isn’t an every day thing but a few times a week and my go-to outting to-do.

I am in physical and mental pain a lot and feel like it’s a coping mechanism and I NEED to stop. I just want to be living my best life and feel ok top of my professional game.

I want to live and love for a long time and I feel like alcohol and weed keep me from being who I truly am, and have for the last 20 years.

I am back and I have a goal, small but mighty, to reach 100 days sober, then another 100, then another…I want to be PROUD of myself and I appreciate you all.

I want to be here, and live as long as I can in the best version of myself.

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Welcome back to the fold.

Stick around, read, participate and you will find new ways to cope, I can guarantee it!

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Thank you so much this group really helped me before!

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100 days happen one day/instant at a time.

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Welcome back Ellyse,
Have a good read around join in when you’re comfortable.

Here’s a thread you might be interested in

I still prefer ODAAT. But lot’s of others doing ODAAT participate here too.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Thanks for sharing this with me!!

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