I kept having these dreams during the last couple of weeks of December that I should quit for the new year. I was impaired nearly every evening and while I certainly have gotten more control, it’s still a bit slippery on what I consider a healthy amount of drinking. I was finding that “not during the week” or “only on occasions” was only helping so much.
I’m just going to take this one day at a time, and I’m starting with today. If the year feels like a lot, then I’m telling myself that I can conquer the month, cause I’ve quit for a month before. But I’m not going to wiggle, I really have been prepping and filling my days with activities to keep myself sharp and busy.
Fingers crossed. 
lots of love. Happy New Year to all that read this also.
