I can completely relate! My fiancé and I often work different day/times from each other and I plan what to drink/eat when he’s gone and make sure to run to bin and hide the evidence before he’s home. He has zero idea and I feel so terrible for all the lies and want to finally stop. Its never worth it. I hug him at night and think to myself, how can I lie and hide so much from someone who’s so good to me. It’s a horrible feeling. I’m resigning to stop and be healthy for myself and my loved ones
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You made it thru. Good fit you! 