# Binge eating recovery daily check in thread (Part 2)

**URL:** https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594
**Category:** Life in Recovery
**Created:** [July 30, 2023, 8:47pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594 "2023-07-30T20:47:51Z")
**Posts on this page:** 20
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### Author: ![system](https://talkingsoberfiles.s3.dualstack.us-west-2.amazonaws.com/original/3X/2/9/293d9ff4cf51d1c83bf75f2d730b81cc583cd774.png) [@system](https://talkingsober.com/u/system)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 8:47pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/1 "2023-07-30T20:47:51Z")

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Continuing the discussion from [Binge eating recovery daily check in thread (Part 1) - #2599 by crystalclear](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-1/105710/2599).

Previous discussions:

- [Binge eating recovery daily check in thread (Part 1)](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-1/105710)

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### Author: ![Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/a/278dde/32.png) [@Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/u/Aleyadaisey)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 9:01pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/2 "2023-07-30T21:01:22Z")

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Hello everyone, the previous thread has closed. Please continue to post your recovery journey here now. 🙂

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### Author: ![Bomdhil](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/bomdhil/32/76166_2.png) [@Bomdhil](https://talkingsober.com/u/Bomdhil)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 9:16pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/3 "2023-07-30T21:16:27Z")

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I am not sure. I will say I failed. I ate a lot in the dinner. Without needing it. Now I have acidity 😞😞😞

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### Author: ![Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/a/278dde/32.png) [@Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/u/Aleyadaisey)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 9:25pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/4 "2023-07-30T21:25:48Z")

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@Butterflymoonwoman @Jesile  
@crystalclear @Kareness @Sissychris39 @Alisa @Misokatsu @Jana1988 @Scorpn and @Delaine54 Please post here, the previous thread has been closed. I will see y’all later tonight when I post on this thread again. ☺

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### Author: ![crystalclear](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/crystalclear/32/109234_2.png) [@crystalclear](https://talkingsober.com/u/crystalclear)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 9:33pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/5 "2023-07-30T21:33:09Z")

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Got it. Thanks for letting me know.

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### Author: ![Butterflymoonwoman](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/butterflymoonwoman/32/539984_2.png) [@Butterflymoonwoman](https://talkingsober.com/u/Butterflymoonwoman)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 9:33pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/6 "2023-07-30T21:33:54Z")

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Thank you for the heads up!

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### Author: ![Sissychris39](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/sissychris39/32/345342_2.png) [@Sissychris39](https://talkingsober.com/u/Sissychris39)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 11:02pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/7 "2023-07-30T23:02:14Z")

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@Aleyadaisey Thank you for letting me know!

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### Author: ![Delaine54](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/delaine54/32/511467_2.png) [@Delaine54](https://talkingsober.com/u/Delaine54)
#### Post date: [July 30, 2023, 11:13pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/8 "2023-07-30T23:13:48Z")

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New start for an ongoing concern. Thanks.

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### Author: ![Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/a/278dde/32.png) [@Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/u/Aleyadaisey)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 1:04am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/9 "2023-07-31T01:04:07Z")

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Day 959 : No binge today. ☺  
Day 295 : No coffee today. ☺

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### Author: ![Misokatsu](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/misokatsu/32/313709_2.png) [@Misokatsu](https://talkingsober.com/u/Misokatsu)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 1:21am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/10 "2023-07-31T01:21:46Z")

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Still doing well. There have been various events, a music festival, a local festival, a dinner at an all you can eat. But have navigated all eating “normally”.

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### Author: ![Sissychris39](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/sissychris39/32/345342_2.png) [@Sissychris39](https://talkingsober.com/u/Sissychris39)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 3:09pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/11 "2023-07-31T15:09:49Z")

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Day 9: no grazing 🙂

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### Author: ![Jana1988](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/jana1988/32/544387_2.png) [@Jana1988](https://talkingsober.com/u/Jana1988)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 6:09pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/12 "2023-07-31T18:09:37Z")

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Thank you very much, @Aleyadaisey 🤗🙏🏻

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### Author: ![Jesile](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/jesile/32/453022_2.png) [@Jesile](https://talkingsober.com/u/Jesile)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 7:06pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/13 "2023-07-31T19:06:14Z")

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That’s amazing Sheena!! 👏🏻👏🏻

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### Author: ![Sissychris39](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/sissychris39/32/345342_2.png) [@Sissychris39](https://talkingsober.com/u/Sissychris39)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 8:31pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/14 "2023-07-31T20:31:01Z")

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Thank you, Jenny! I’m looking forward to my 10 day milestone tomorrow!

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### Author: ![Butterflymoonwoman](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/butterflymoonwoman/32/539984_2.png) [@Butterflymoonwoman](https://talkingsober.com/u/Butterflymoonwoman)
#### Post date: [July 31, 2023, 9:33pm UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/15 "2023-07-31T21:33:32Z")

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Im feeling VERY frustrated and overwhelmed right now and all i want to do is emotionally eat. I havent caved yet but i want to. I keep telling myself that eating for the wrong reasons wont solve anything. I just have to find a technique that works for me when i get strong emotions

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### Author: ![Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/a/278dde/32.png) [@Aleyadaisey](https://talkingsober.com/u/Aleyadaisey)
#### Post date: [August 1, 2023, 12:09am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/16 "2023-08-01T00:09:10Z")

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Day 960 : No binge today. You people are doing awesome, keep it up! ☺  
Day 296 : No coffee today. ☺

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### Author: ![Scorpn](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/scorpn/32/309558_2.png) [@Scorpn](https://talkingsober.com/u/Scorpn)
#### Post date: [August 1, 2023, 1:15am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/17 "2023-08-01T01:15:14Z")

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So I’m kinda a mess mentally…

I don’t want to eat because I think I am too big.  
And then  
I eat too much because I am afraid of being too small and becoming a target again…

So

I weighed myself at 204 (5’7)  
And subconsciously overate for a week to gain 10lbs and again feel like crap. I just can’t seem to win when it comes to weight and feeling comfortable in my body. Ugh.

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### Author: ![Alisa](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/alisa/32/262780_2.png) [@Alisa](https://talkingsober.com/u/Alisa)
#### Post date: [August 1, 2023, 2:20am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/18 "2023-08-01T02:20:03Z")

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You have to have food. Food is what gives you energy and keeps you healthy. Nourishes your body.

You are afraid of becoming too small and becoming a target of lecherous men?

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### Author: ![Scorpn](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/scorpn/32/309558_2.png) [@Scorpn](https://talkingsober.com/u/Scorpn)
#### Post date: [August 1, 2023, 3:03am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/19 "2023-08-01T03:03:40Z")

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Yes.  
I haven’t been a target since I put on weight from my last pregnancy. And every time I lose it and go back to 175 or something I think it’ll happen again. But I don’t think that thinking is based in reality. Just being scared from the past

I do have a fair amount of muscle mass and even when I’m “thinner” I weigh about 185 or so

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### Author: ![Alisa](https://talkingsober.com/user_avatar/talkingsober.com/alisa/32/262780_2.png) [@Alisa](https://talkingsober.com/u/Alisa)
#### Post date: [August 1, 2023, 3:04am UTC](https://talkingsober.com/t/binge-eating-recovery-daily-check-in-thread-part-2/168594/20 "2023-08-01T03:04:30Z")

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Our replies crossed.

There has to be a happy medium somewhere and there in lies the difficulty.

You said you gained ten pounds and it made you feel crappy.

If you still have that ten pounds on you then consider trying to lose only that ten pounds.

Small steps.

Get back there snd stop losing and take a look at the situation again.

Reevaluate.

One pound at a time.  
OPAAT.

I know that you have a very demanding and busy schedule. You I am sure are on your feet all day long. If you’re able to do all that without getting short of breath then that’s very good.

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