Well today is a tough one. As these cravings are worse today then any other. Feel bad cuz my fingerss went abd sent that msg looking. Usually i get it , but today was different as there was none. Looks like someone else has different plans for me tonight. But all and all i feel like im gonna cave eny day, with how in this exact moment i feel that way.
I talked with my counselor yesterday and im goin to go to a 3week program to deal with past trauma and learning to move forward.
Have a blessed and sober night !