Thank you @BJM 
Thank @Butterflymoonwoman it make me cry when people tell me there proud of me 
but I’m learning To be proud of me too now . I’ve made the last two years of my drinking without help so traumatic( progressively) dire strait’s 
I believe I deserve salvation we all do …btw you should change your name on here to reducewomentogoodtearswoman ….you certainly bring the emotion out of mexxx