thank you Hanna.
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Thank you 
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I need closure on the croissant situation…
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And 
Day 415
I am just up to my neck with gratitude and appreciation today.
Yesterday’s court appearance went better than expected. The prosecutors requested a continuance, so nothing is happening until January 24th. This is happening because we asked for a better deal and they were open to the idea, but needed to see the victim’s medical records first. (which is good on many levels)
That buys me 5 weeks of PRECIOUS time to spend the holidays with my family and better prepare for my stay in custody, when the time comes. It also gives me time to work a little more, before I go in, which in turn will give my wife an additional 6 months of health care, in my absence.
There’s more to be grateful for here, but I won’t bore you with the details. Just know I’m happy and feeling supremely love - OH! AND ALSO: Three people from from my IOP showed up to court for me, along with my sponsor!
How cool is that!?
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So happy for you! My heart is smiling on you also! Good mates too…
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This was the first of my sober journey; celebrating small businesses on island! It has taken a few resets but that’s water in my glass!
(a month or so ago…)
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Congratulations lovely lady. So pleased hubby is taking u out I’m sure u feel amazing xx so proud of you x
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My 9 year old made a lovely family portrait with her grandparents, cousin, aunt etc. I looked at it again today and realized the only person
holding a glass of wine is me. Very carefully depicted wine glass. I know my drinking worried her, and it’s good to be reminded. I don’t want to be a wine mom.
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That’s kind of cool you have that, with your mindset.
She’s a good artist too!
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Wow isn’t it crazy the way our kids see things what we do . I’m sure that’s giving u a big push to not be a wine mum . X
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Thank You Lady…also some ego involved here…
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I’m pushing thru Conor…I think…
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Thanks Beth, everyone’s support and advice is really appreciated and yes the holidays are testing me…all I can say is not today…
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Day 58. Should feel happier than I do about it.
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Holy shit it’s finally happening. Decided to get back on the ice, my one passions high that no drug compares too. I skated all my life but have touched the ice but 1 time to public skate since being released March 2018. Felt I didn’t deserve my passion back, still unsure if I do deserve it but I’m going to take it back regardless. Tonight when I lace up for a game I’m so unprepared for at the level I play at. I won’t give a shit if I’m the best which I normally do and am lol. I will be just happy to put those 2 blades on the ice and have a great time, laugh at myself and maybe get lucky with a goal or 2.
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Sounds like fun! I used to skate too and I get it!
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knocks and waves hey friends
Some months have passed after I left. After 1,5 years on the forum I wanted to connect with ppl offline. I found an AA group in my town and tried it but it simply wasn’t for me. I didn’t fit in. I tried german forums and jeez…you ask a question and, with some luck, you get an answer weeks later 
nope!
So I’m back
I think I’ll need weeks to catch up with everything on here lol
Going to finally get a shower after a long day of work and then I should sleep. But I know curious me…I’ll stay up late and read abd regret it tomorrow 
Oh and btw, I’m still sober on day 716 
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