Day 1 I wish I wouldn’t have done it, I was so close to a month. But I’ll start again and hopefully be better prepared this time around.
No YouTube, doctor’s orders. Voodoo follows
Checking in day 185.
I’m new here and addicted to meth
Nope I just wanted to make you run around the city
Baker Mayfield
VooDoo medicine?
I get what you’re saying lady! These feelings are so raw, it’s like it’s only just happened…sober is definitely the best way but the feelings are hard. You’re so young to lose your mum, bless you. We just got to keep on going … and feel those feeling that we have spent years numbing. Are you getting any counselling? X
Day 60!!! Some amazing things have happened today already, and it’s only 9am! Will write more later, but suffice to say, God winks!
Day 238 had a great first day of work yesterday!!! Everyone seems laid back and friendly and it seems relatively stress free. I haven’t worked in 5 years so easing back into it will be good for me. I am feeling very lucky these days. My life would be 180 degrees in the opposite direction if I was still drinking. For those struggling just keep trying, don’t give up.
Day 373. Woke up to dream where I poured myself a glass of wine because my wife was picking on me. She saw said glass and it made things worse (ain’t that true?).
But IRL, my wife has been picking on me lately it seems, and this dream was a wake up call? A warning? A premonition? I’ll have to handle this like an adult, as soon as I figure out how.
Stay beautiful gang
Checking in.
Day: 113 sober.
I am feeling a little agitated this morning.
My son missed his bus for school, I talked to my Dad and politely asked him if he could take me for groceries out of town today and he told me to ‘fuck off’ and I can hear my neighbor who lives directly beside me screaming at her child.
“Higher Power, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.”
I remedied my son’s transportation issue (he caught a ride with his cousin), I will call my Dad in a bit and see if he is in a better mood, and as for the neighbor, ‘live and let live’.
Hoping the day has much more positive events in store.
Sending hugs and strength to those who need it today.
Checking in
Very depressed but sober staying with friends and I’m very grateful for them right now.
Beg your pardon, I have nothing to do with spirits anymore
Day 9. Made it through my first sober weekend in a while. It was great. Got some stuff done and had a good time working out. Everything seems more ‘real’ lately.
When you drive past every bar you’ve Binged in on your way Back home…I know what climbing Mount Everest is.
Hope to reach the Sober Summit one Day.
Awaiting Day 20
Thank you… Yeah I get that one… Bloody stuff creeps in enotionally everywhere!
I hope so! Thank you
Day 21 Total chaos in our house because of the renovation. Can’t cook, do the dishes in the kitchen but use our bathtub, can’t use the washing machine, our toddler is screaming every hour through the night last couple of nights, so I’m exhausted and have a terrible headace. The presentation I wrote for my managing director was a success today, so happy about that! The story about peer support for people which are opiate-dependent also worked out really great for the audience.
Hope you all can be happy today because you were another day sober. Every sober day is a milestone! Hang in there!