Happy fourth of July!!!
Just checking in on day 8. Today has been one of the roughest days. My anger and anxiety are back and raging!! Got into a “fight” at work, the heats been awful, and my social anxiety all over the place with the holiday.
All I can think about is smoking and drinking. Though drinking is not my DOC, I fear that the way I’ve been craving it lately that it will/would replace pot if I give in and have a drink.
With the holiday and the parties and cookouts going on, I find myself in seclusion to get away from it all.
I will make it through today, I hope tomorrow is easier…
You are doing great! We all get that way sometimes, and early in sobriety it can be a challenge dealing with life on life’s terms sober. You’ll get through it because you are stronger than your disease. Keep reaching out for support and there will be lots of us here for you. You got this!
Thanks. Feeling kinda alone, but I’ve secluded myself so its bound to happen. It’s also a week where my kids are with their dads, it’s just too quiet.
I put myself into seclusion sometimes, and I agree, it is harder when my kid is not around. I try to make the best of being alone by reading, writing music or meditation. Have you ever checked out the app, “insight timer”…it changed a lot of things for me even though it was hard getting into it, eventually, like all things, it stuck. This app and insight timer have changed the way I navigate through life.
I will check it out. Thank you.
I second the ‘insight timer’ !! Sooooo much good stuff on there!!!
Insight timer is great and day 8 sucks. Just keep truckin’ through today!
It has literally been a saving grace at times!
I have been listening to the talks by Sadhguru and they are so inspiring. Is there a meditation thread on here?
As a matter of fact there is. This is an old thread from one of the greatest members of this forum; Angie. She is no longer on here anymore, but I frequent her old posts a lot.
No problem…there is a ton on there so enjoy.
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