That’s the thing, you get to write your own story as you go along my friend! As we are clear enough to see things finally for what they are (which happens after you sober up a while) if there is something there you don’t like, you just work on transforming it into something better. Sobriety gives us the time, space and clarity to do this if we want to, you just have to want better and keep moving toward it! Be patient with yourself, one day at a time right now. Staying sober is huge, just keep doing it minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. You can do this and make a better life for yourself that you don’t need to fill up with different addictions!