Checking in on day 159. Still on vacation in the mountains. It’s amazing!! Last night I drove my wife and her dad to the Town Square for Margirita Days. Lol. Drunk people everywhere!
While we were eating dinner my knee was bugging me. Prolly from driving for 8 hours. Anyways, my father in law offered me me some pain pills. I instinctively declined. I just said “it won’t get that bad”. I was suprised that my wife even said “if it gets bad enough honey…”
It just showed me that they are Normies. They don’t get it and never will. And I’m totally fine with that. I have the problem, not them. I can’t expect them to tip toe around me. I would never want that.
I tell this story because it could have ended different. I could have taken those pills and used bull shit words like “pressure” or “triggers” to justify it. When those are all just excuses. For me at least. I made a decision. If I took those pills it would be no ones fault but my own.
Just wanted to share. Love you guys! Stay sober:)