Day 273. I went to dinner with colleagues last night and it was pretty easy. I thought social stuff would be harder than it is. For the first ten minutes, I find it tough not to be nervous and antsy, when everyone is ordering drinks. But I ssy no thank you, and I wait, and then, few minutes later, it feels just fine. I still sometimes crave getting drunk alone by myself. But the fact that thsts what I think about also reminds me, it was not a good fun habit. Stay strong.