Day 59. Glad to be here. Met with my therapist last night and she helped me discover that I don’t acknowledge my own emotions. Seems like a strange thing to say. But I’ve spent most of my adult life suppressing my need to feel loved because I felt like I didn’t deserve it. In fact, when I was in a place where I wanted to hear my wife say, “I love you”, I would feel guilty about feeling that way because I didn’t think I deserved it.
Anyway, happy Friday everybody!