There is a relapse prevention group that only meets one day a week here and I’ve considered doing that one, but I’m remiss to commit to it because A) There are a ton of people on the wait list and I feel like I’m in a pretty good place, like maybe someone else needs it more than I do. B) Yeah, I don’t really want to have those four hours spoken for on my day off. It was different when I wasn’t working. C) I feel like I could go to AA and get relapse prevention help if there is need. And I wouldn’t be taking help away from someone who needs it much more than me.
I’ve never been to AA, but if I truly needed the help I would certainly go. I’ve been considering it a lot recently because I know I need to have more sober people in my life and I need to get some type of life program.