Day 5 here. Feeling good about that. Not trying to get too caught up in it though, one day at a time. I’m really trying to find a good balance between working on sobriety and obsessing over it to the point of relapsing again, idk if that makes sense to anyone. 
For now I am sober, for today I will be sober. Stay healthy and safe folks. 
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Relapsed back on day 2
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Day 353! Struggled a little because I went through my playlists and found one I made for listening to while using. It was like I was thrown back to a year ago sitting high alone in my apartment. Horrible feeling. Started craving but went for a drive to my dad’s and talked for a while. Grateful I can open up to my family!
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For sure!!!
Checking in again ! Had some log in problems but fortunately the moderator hooked me up again.
Be well ya’ll
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Very nice picture Claudia. It looks ver relaxing. Glad you had some time to spend with your daughter and get away from the stress of work.
Fingers and toes crossed for Buts. Hope all is well. Keeping you and your furry family member in my thoughts and prayers. 
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@ForGetMeNot. It’s gotta be tough isolating from the ones you love. I admire your strength through these tough times. You’re a hero out there fighting on the frontlines daily. Thank you for your service!!
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Day 3, I’m struggling with some anxiety this afternoon. Trying to stay busy and hopefully it will pass.
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Day 127
Yesterday my daughter played outside for a short time in the late afternoon without a hat. I thought it would be ok, but no, headache and vomiting last night. 100% back to normal this morning, so that is good. Have moved so much closer to equator, but my ‘common sense’ is still East Midlands UK, where playing outside in April would be more worried about needing a coat than a hat.
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29.28 days without alcohol… Day 2 of my diet, feels like day 10!!!
Have a great sober day everyone!!
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Thanks!!!
Those turned out so cool!!! I love it 
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Thanks!!!
Haven’t checked in for a few days. I am midway through day 116. It’s been a good few days, but I have been having some cravings. I thrive on routine, and having the gym closed, my work closed, and not being able to spend time with friends has really been wearing on me. Drinking will not make my situation better, so I am not going to do it, but I am struggling with the lack of structure in my life right now.
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Day 538. Not a good day today. Thinking about just keeping to myself tomorrow.
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Day 96.88
Rode 50 miles this morning. Zoom meeting until phone died. Then finished some flower planters in the back.
Now re-watching Yojimbo
Have a great weekend all!!!
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Nothing wrong with taking a “me” day James. Do what you need to take care of yourself. You’re worth it. 
Hugs. 
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Day 47 almost done. Also got invite to a Zoom meeting in the early a.m. Haven’t had the option to attend any of the AA meeting in my area since I joined the Forum so I’m really looking forward to it. There is a small group only 1 block away from me that meets every Wednesday and Friday. Hopefully this could be the start to something good.
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7M 2D / My girl just told me something that made me feel really proud of myself. Sometimes I feel like I’m radiating positivity from my body. I notice how it effects people and today it just blew my mind. It’s only been 7 fucking months. That’s fucking unbelievable…
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