@Clarity
Love this post!!! It is great that you are finding yourself in these weird times.
I’ve enjoyed walking and biking without all of the craziness.
Congratulations on day 53!!
@Briella
You and I are sober twins.
Have a safe and sober day sober twin!!
Still raining here. Not sure if it will clear or not. No thunder means outside bike ride today, otherwise no.
Good meeting last night. Lots of sharing. Still tired from the weekend, but I am starting to feel better.
I am really busy at work, so that is a good thing. Sorry for rambling.
Day 106. @TeejLazer congrats on 300 dude, @GVLNative Im glad you’re still here man and still pushing, I’m proud of you and all of the work you have accomplished… Not much to report just over here taking life on, staying busy and doing the best I can. Happy and grateful for all of you, and Def the ability to conqour my workouts. Have a good Tuesday much love to all
@plodding@Fargesia_murielae
There is a good saying that came up in my SMART meeting last night.
“You will fail 100% of the time when trying to change the past”.
I’m feeling slightly better today although not entirely. I still can’t get her off my brain. All the memories. It’s just tough.
I am tired of not being able to work out aside from running, so I found a basic bodyweight program and tracked down a playground that is technically closed but there is nothing blocking my entrance nor is there a sign saying it’s closed. So I started that yesterday, since the playground I found has things on it that I can use for stuff like pullups, rows, and dips. I had to get a bit creative but got it done. I’m big time sore today.
So, I guess I’ll do that until the gyms re-open, which is slated right now for late next month at best – or until the cops or someone else tell me I’m not supposed to be there.
Still feeling really directionless and alone but maybe getting some sort of my routine back in place will help.
Beginning day 1. Today probably won’t be too bad, it’s tomorrow when all the misery of withdrawal will set in. I’m going to do my best to prepare. I’m going to eat healthy so my stomach doesn’t feel so horrible and I’ll make sure to get a good night’s sleep. Also going to get back to my work out routine and start setting some goals. I’m also going to work on my daily routine and working the steps. I keep falling but I also keep getting back up and Everytime I learn something new and I come back stronger. Have a Terrific sober Tuesday everyone
@Briella
Hang in there!!! It does get easier each time.
Keep trying!!! I am glad you have returned for another try.
Apply your learning and set small targets at first.
i just beat a craving for pot and even just for a split second a drink crossed my mind. social distancing is getting to me today
im on day 4 sober
i feel like my phone wont stop ringing and i woke up at 2am feeling sick.
then fell asleep at 4am and woke up at 9am
i guess im feeling ancy and grouchy
i was kinda sick for a week. i hope it wasnt covid. i would hate to pass it on
today is the first day all week i feel better. i musta slept 15 hours yesterday
Day 301. Got some pain in one of my feet, most likely from thick socks/shoes a bit tight/lots of squats, so I took today off from lifting. Foot already feels better, so, that’s a solid W in my book.
Vacation has been cancelled, due to all the pandemic stuff. We didn’t think it was in the best interest to be flying and all that. Bummed, but I’d rather be safe than risk anything.
