Very impressive! Congrats pn 500 days @Hailstrom!
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Thatās annoying af. I think the same thing is going to happen here.
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Never had that. Who makes it? Sounds great. White chocolate and macadamia nut cookies are very good too.
Yes, I remember the urban legend of pop rocks and coke that killed a kid. Lmao. Watched a you tube video that debunked the myth. But probably because the pop rocks today are made safer. 
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I hope not!
But frankly, with how the rest of the country is doing, I was surprised they allowed phase 3 to start yesterday.
Weāre one of the few states that is still seeing a downward trend, but with cases skyrocketing elsewhere in the US, as well as the absolute recklessness seen over 4th of July weekend with all these big parties/gatherings/people being stupidā¦wouldnāt be surprised if weāre headed the wrong way sooner rather than later.
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Crumble. Definitely crumble. 
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Charlotte, NC 
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Sorry youāre hurting. Let the memories come, remember them, feel the feelings and then move on to the next thought. I think your brain is just still processing whatās transpired. Let yourself feel and think and know that you wonāt feel like this forever. Youāve been through a major life change though and itās going to take time for your mind and heart to process. Give yourself some grace there. 
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Day 299. Overslept this morning which is really disappointing because I wanted to get a walk in with my dog before work. Itās too hot for him after work. 
Feeling very unmotivated and blah this morning. Hamster wheel living is what Iām doing. Running and running but going nowhere. Except today Iām just laying at the bottom of the hamster wheel because I just donāt care. My motivation to do life left me some time last week and I just havenāt gotten it back yet. Iām living in fear again and it drains me. I must shift back to trusting my higher power for all things and give up trying to control things I have no control over. So much easier to say than do. Above all though Iām sober. The desire to drink hasnāt left me yet so I keep fighting it every day. Choosing sobriety over a momentary bliss of not caring. I need to care. I need to be better than I am. One day at a time.
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Where are you, April?
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Chin up, pal! Do whichever one puts more gas in your soul tanks. And maybe enjoy some of that chocolate @Apes2020 is waving around at us all 
Either way - wishing you a restful and happy day,
M 
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Aw Cristelā¦! Maybe you just need a nap, for real
Seriously though - be as kind and generous to yourself as you are to all of us on here. And you said it yourself, above all - you are sober.
Wishing you a day of rest and many moments of peace in the midst of all the thoughts and emotions our minds generateā¦
Methinks youāll land on your feet 
M
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Iām very happy to hear that you both are going to work on itā¦
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That sucks itās all shutting down again. Iām nervous about it happening here in FL.
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I do find that I buy the tp (singular!) whenever I go shopping, lol. That was insane! I still cant find Lysol spray anywhere! Well, randomly I found a lonely can on the shelf, lol.
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Yeah, Iāll give ya that Cate. As long as itās not too short. I like a soggy bottom
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