Checking in daily to maintain focus #15

Read. Hit like. Re-read. Like like like like like. The post, the # of days, the lake!
Bookmark. Thank you. :orange_heart:
And congrats on 200 days!

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That is truly beautiful! Iā€™d have that picture on my wall itā€™s that good! I hope I get to see that land before i go, lolā€¦

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Good man, Thomas! :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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That is sad when weā€™re in that situation; Iā€™ve been in a similar one and itā€™s kind of a reality check, for me as it wereā€¦ Heā€™d probably like a friendly face when and if you ever do run into him. You have such a big heart Menno. :heart:

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You are so right! The mind is SO powerful and you are kicking ass!! Proud of you!! :hugs:
That lake looks soooooo nice!! I want to jump in!

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Checking in on day 12ā€¦

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Love Tuckermanā€™s! I have no tolerance for freezing my ass off anymore, but sure did as a kid in my 20s and 30s and even 40s!!

Your trip sounds very fun!!

Good to see you Kyle! So glad youā€™re doing well in your sobriety. Thanks for checking in. I was hoping you were ok.

  1. This quote says it all for me today: Every time youā€™re given a choice between disappointing someone else and disappointing yourself, your duty is to disappoint that someone else. Your job, throughout your entire life, is to disappoint as many people as it takes to avoid disappointing yourself.
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Congratulations @mleclaire! 500 days is fantastic!

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:blush: @C_8

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Nice one Donna!!! For me the number means youā€™re doing fantastic! Hugs friend.
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Awesome numbers Emilie. Huge congrats lady.

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Second check in today, or maybe more like a checkout. Itā€™s been a heavy day today with my past haunting me. I even raided the house tonight after something, anything thatā€™ll make the uncomfortable feelings go away,or be less intensive. My teens adhd meds (luckily sheā€™s currently staying at her boyfriends house) , a forgotten jar of dieting pills, or just about anything. I even thought about borrowing money from whoever was willing to lent some out just to buy alcohol. But I didnā€™t, Iā€™m still here, still sober and itā€™s soon time to go to bed.
Iā€™m not sure if I want to or even dare to sleep because I donā€™t want the nightmares to come back.

On the bright side, it turned out to a sunny day. We was out at the playground, took a swim in the pool, hade a few walks and played a quiz game tonight. So besides my inner demons itā€™s been a good day.

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Good going hun; dont let it beat you. Good things coming your way!:butterfly::rose:

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Thank you, Iā€™ve never been sober this long before. So I kinda got a now or never feeling, I just thought it would be easier :heart:

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You did well today Sophia. You made it through. Youā€™re growing. Growing pains right? Keep going friend. Sober and clean. Good night and hugs.

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Iā€™m so proud of you and happy to be here alongside of you for this trip, :wink::heart:
Stick with it, the alternative is not worth it.

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Beautiful!!! This is so full of AWESOMENESS!!
Congratulations you lovely lady :kissing_heart:

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