I just died of a melted heart in the face of such CUTENESS!!! 
My first sober birthday that I can truly remember! Day 64 and lovin it 
Thereās an unopened bottle left and I intend to keep it so I can offer it to future guests. I feel strong enough in my sobriety for it now and I want to be able to offer my non-alcoholic friends a glass at dinner. But if this bottle under the kitchen sink starts occupying my mind in any way Iāll pour it out immediately. And Iām not recommending this action to anyone, itās just my own way.
Itās different with smoking, I donāt want any smoking in my home since I quit, but thatās mainly because of finding it repulsive, and not wanting to inhale second hand smoke and have the tar on my walls, windows and furniture. I do have some cigarettes laying around for about a year now that I keep forgetting to take to work to give to some of my poorest tobacco addicted residents. Thanks for reminding me, Iām putting them in my backpack for tomorrow right now. Smokingās just not an issue to me no more and I hope Iām getting there with alcohol too. Maybe itās a bit early for that, will see how it goes.
@Lhasaluv Huge congrats on your birthday and 63 days of sobriety Sandi!
Day 28!!! It will be a great day! Iām claiming that! Also happy Friday yall. Iām going to do my morning meditation, workout then get ready for my meeting. Itās still rainy here but thank the Lord itās not as cool as yesterday. 
I hope yāall enjoy this day!
The question we all had in mind 
@Mno I was asking myself how much do you think about it since you bought it / it is left in the house?
EDIT: just red your message, I get it. Good for you and good choice. But please donāt let that grow in your head in any ways!
Day 235. Hit a meeting last night which I was avoiding them bc I was holding a resentment against one of the guys. I put my ego aside and just realized not everything can go my way. I have not been posting much bc I dont always want to complain, my mom was accusing me of relapsing the other day which made things worse for me. luckily rather then using it at as a exuse to relapse I just let her believe what she wants. I passed my piss test for my therapist so now she can send the stuff in for my license. Things are good, even when they are bad. Itās still better then being in active addiction. Hope you all have a good day much love
So far so good Wcan. But I never was an early day drinker, in the morning it used to be pot smoking for me. Will see how this goes at night. Please donāt get any ideas from this. This is my thing and only mine.
@anon60334405 Youāre doing good Mike. Proud of you. Be proud yourself. Life is life and weāre living it sober which is much better.
Man, post here whenever you want to complain. Donāt fight alone, it can be a dangerous path you know itā¦
And like you said, not everybody and everything (like in your aa group/ your mom) is going to think and be on the same mark as you are. It can, is and will be hard to face that truth, sober or not. And not using it as an excuse to relapse shows a lot on the work youāre doing. Not only not using it, but still going after it: going to aa, posting here anyways, doing your tests, lifting your weightā¦ Maybe things arenāt all good, but seems to me you do good to yourself.
Hope you have a good day too,
Alright, keep us posted tonight? Wish you a good day!
Day 43 after my day of rest yesterday I woke up so fresh and motivated. Iām still doing a couple of meetings each week but Iām working so much at the moment Iām coming home walking teddy having dinner with Millie and been watching a bit of tv ā¦ Iāve noticed in the past all I do is work and recovery then I end up feeling resentful for some reason so Iām trying to get a balance this time around and itās nice to do normal stuff in the evening and not over load my head with recovery. I still feel sadness over my break up but the more I been reading up on codependence I realising how toxic he was for me and how damaging being with him was for me . Iām still confused about why I miss someone who is no good for me but I know heās like a drug and someone I need to stay away from . I know Iām gonna be ok and these feelings will pass in time . Iām so grateful to have this safe place to open up and let my feelings out . Happy Friday beautiful people x
Mixed salad? 
I love seeing people check in 
Been a strange couple of days, work was always a stressor/trigger for me, people pissing me off.
Yesterday was one of those days, bit today too but Iāve just said fuck it, not going to worry about it (still plays on my mind a bit though)
Least itās Friday
Sending hugs
Checking in at 28 days. By the end of this weekend I will officially hit a month. I remember reading all those 30-day challenges and thinking, sadly, that Iād never be able to do that. Well, I will! Meanwhile after getting my wedding rings enlarged a few years ago, they are falling off my fingers. Any swelling I had is gone from my ankles and face. And suddenly at 57 I have laugh lines aka wrinkles. Oh well. I think this means my liver is working again so Iāll take it.
I feel you there being accused of using when you know your trying your hardest ,but be mindful just how we grown so do the people in our lives that we let down ,all those times we lied and was deceitful ,Iād give her this one .xxyou know you didnāt and thatās what counts what other people think is none of our business.xx
Omgā¦I felt this in my soul.
Thanks man. Means alot, probably going to hit another bike hike Sunday Iāll post some pics
Absolutely and thank you :).
Day 261. Life goes on. And Iām slowly moving on too.
The situation with my ex girlfriend and our house is giving me a shit ton off stress everytime I think about it or something news pops up.
But I guess itās not the end of the world.
I hope haha
Have a good sober friday!