Double shift today, yay go me
On a positive note I am now in one of my coworkers TikToks, so apparently her 20k followers are gonna see my face
Checking out on day 923 and 3. Have a good night all. Glad I am back home and looking forward to a complete me lazy Sunday tomorrow.
Checking in on day 30 - Milestones used to mean so much to me, but this is my third real attempt to get sober, so I don’t get that excited anymore. I want to stay sober and build a life where I don’t feel the need to slowly kill myself, that’s why I feel 30 days is not that important in the grand scheme of things. Telling a friend, asking for help, trying to get into therapy are the things I tend to feel more proud about.
Sugar cravings are insane and my emotions are all over the place, but I’ll be here one day at a time. Hope everyone is having a good day🌻
@RosaCanDo kudos for being honest and for getting right back to us! Being honest with myself and others is one of the things I struggle with the most, so I admire you for that! You did good! 
Thank you for coming here and sharing and being honest about things Rosa
Whoa!!! 600 days, wow. 
Sorry I just got a prompt from the admin that I need to do these messages all at once not in separate posts. Will do next time.
Thought of not posting this since I’d upset the system but then I got in an anxious muddle and thought well I’m supposed to post it… so I’m posting it anyway.
I am struggling. I’m ok, I’m not tempted to drink, but my mood is all over the place.
But I’m still sober.
Thanks everyone
Thank you, Penguin. You get it. I’m glad. I’m so tempted to not count my days this time (let the counter do it) so I can focus on each day. I’m proud of you for the things you’re proud of, and I can relate to that, too.
Congratulations on 600! Thank you for being here. I have been reading your posts since the day I joined ST. You have shown nothing but support and have given so much good advice to everyone that steps into this place. I appreciate all you do here. Thank you and once again congratulations!
Bye for now…
Day 273 , have a nice weekend everyone 
@RosaCanDo you are so supportive and strong. You will easly keep going again 
Have a great vacation! Glad you’re getting a nice view even if you have to do some work. I appreciate you, Charlie.
Lovely of you to say. Thank you!
I hope you are out on that beach now Charlie! Find a sand dollar for good luck!
Yep its cold ! I live in the southern part of Australia , so its cold down here, this is where is snows. But up north its summer all year round basically 
its not even winter yet and its in the single digits degrees 
Thank you!! It’s a busy thread, I don’t blame you for missing it 
Day 1045.
Had a lovely movie night with the daughter, discussing what she would like for her birthday next month.
“I don’t really need anything Dad, I have you and chocolate”.
Sobriety my friends. It’s fucking bliss.
Day 20.
7.12am
Sunday.
8 degrees.
Outta my teens 
its Sunday, my favourite day coffee in bed with the papers. Scrambled eggs. Going for a walk to my local coffee place to get Sunday morning coffee and people watch all the jolly Sunday folk out in the active wear and groups of bike riders who congregate in there funny cycling outfits after there weekend long rides. All the puppies and mums with babies. Sunday is a joyous morning out there, everyone is always in a good mood
So I’ve decided to start going back to church properly every Sunday. The one I use to go to went online because of covid, now that things are back to normal here, its back in full swing again so il return today for the first time in 15 months. Its a really fun church. There is a concert like vibe. The music is really good. Its full of young , good looking humans lol , and I always leave there in the best mood. The energy in me shifts to a new level. Also Its a great place to meet new people. Now that I’m back out there in the real world, I’m not far of from being about to make new friends, with good humans. Ones that lift me up and inspire me and are doing great things in life.
The one thing I have learnt these past 15 months being alone is that I will no longer lower my standards in life. With people I allow in my life. Or just what I except as OK in my life. I now know my own worth and self value and I will not allow myself to except any less than what I deserve. I am going to keep my standards and have the life I deserve 
Yes, I think this is a good idea. Explaining what its like from my point of view might help. I went for a long walk earlier and thought it through and I will say something. Not sure when yet. Thanks for the help 