Checking in daily to maintain focus #34

Thank you!

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Day 6 much love, last night Iā€™m not gonna lie. I really wanted to use Iā€™m such a idiot but thank god I didnā€™t.

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Oh wow, you really are getting it from all angles. How is your son feeling, poor kidā€¦ Thatā€™s traumatic for a little one. How old is he?

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Sending Sober vibes out to everyone after an interesting church/sober house meeting. All good thingsā€¦ just kinda different.

Checking in with

48 days no alcohol

11 days no cigarettes

Remember to put your sobriety first so that everything you love in life doesnā€™t come last.

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Iā€™m glad you didnā€™t pick up good job on 6 days

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Keep hanging in there and focus on making the next good decision only. Sending you good thoughts.

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Youā€™re right, Paul. Weā€™ve all changed for the better, including you. We no longer look for the solution at the bottom of a bottle or drug. Weā€™re learning how to live life on lifeā€™s terms and I think weā€™ve all done a great job doing so. Each one of us has been handed multiple shit sandwiches along the way and weā€™re still sober. Win win!! Love you my friend.

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Checking in day 438
I must admit my mind is playing tricks on me latelyā€¦but I see what itā€™s doing there. :eyes:
Figured I would check in. Made it through the weekend sober with my dad and his fancy wife and their fancy winesā€¦. So thatā€™s good.
@Desire2ChangeToday Congrats on 800 days!! Thatā€™s a beautiful number! :smile:

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Love the new avatar.
Fancy wife and wines :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:
Good for you Sara.
Great job on keeping your 438 in tact. It does get easier.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Ahhhhh,
I just was getting so frustrated and went to vent on my thread and you were the last person to post there. I saw you and your little, it made me smileā€¦ now I dont need to vent anymore :heart:
Congrats on your days.

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Great job Mike! Really love your new avatar too.
ODAAT
:pray:t2::heart:

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Whatttt vent away I am all ears!!
Thanks guys, @Dazercat I think I finally found a good avatar! Maybe I can finally stick with it for more than a week.

Missed you guys!

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54 days is such an amazing accomplishment :yellow_heart::heartpulse: I am so happy and feel so lucky you are here. :blush::dizzy::yellow_heart:

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Day 65! Continued today to reduce coffee consumption. I did a half a cup and then switched to tea. Iā€™ve gone through tea only phases in my life before and Iā€™m leaning towards that right now. This week I am feeling less anxiety and stress. Iā€™m not sure whatā€™s helping exactly because Iā€™ve been doing many things to relate to it, but maybe itā€™s just a combination of everything: daily yoga, guided meditations, dream journaling, box breathing, less caffeine, adaptagens, other supplements to help with hormonal stressesā€¦and not drinking of course. Iā€™ve also been trying to work more consciously with negative thoughts ā€” identifying and reorienting my mind when they arise. Sometimes it seems futile but I do think itā€™s actually helping. Hope everyone is well.

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Woot! Well done, chica! :heartpulse:

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We will rise above

I see so much hope on this thred
Also a bit just pushing through

I saw someone talking about their addict thoughts
It was interesting for me to understand this

Maybe itā€™ll help me if I can understand these addictive thoughts as what they are which is indeed, my addict thoughts

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Congrats on your days :blush:

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This weekend I planned to go to the pool up the canyon but couldnā€™t because Octoberfest was happening. Was with my good friend. She and I have a real relationship (I mean we hang out sober all the time) but drank heavily together for years before she had kids.

She wanted to stay and have a few beers so I was her DD and didnā€™t drink. It was interesting to not have a craving to drink. Didnā€™t even hesitate, just said no. Also, watching drunk people slurring, stumbling, loud culver etc. really good for me to see.

I always thought drinking was ā€œcoolā€ or fun or playful. Itā€™s notā€¦ā€¦ itā€™s pretty stinky, sloppy and gross. Iā€™m soooooooo happy Iā€™m sober. To wake up with a clear head and no anxiety after a night out.

Definitely not going to be around drinking all the time, I know cravings are just around the corner. Iā€™m just grateful for an afternoon of perspective.

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Day 600~ Hi friends! Thought Iā€™d do a quick check in itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve been on this thread. Lifeā€™s been good. Super crazy busy and have tons going on but I think about you all often. Iā€™ll be forever grateful and thankful for TS and helping me navigate through my sober journey. Today was day 600! Thatā€™s right Iā€™m now an official member of the 600 club!! :raised_hands:t3: :star2: I hope you are all doing well and staying strong. Much love and keep fighting the fight!

:v:t3::heart::blush:

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Long dayā€¦ Iā€™ve been taking naltrexone for the last 10 days and it makes me tired and irritable. If itā€™s not better by the end of the week Iā€™m going to stop. Last thing I need is to be more annoyed by life while trying to parent and work and be sober. Itā€™s supposed to help me NOT drink for fuckā€™s sake!

26 days done.

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