Checking in daily to maintain focus #35

Congrats on achieving 7 days! Sounds like you are putting in some hard work and digging deep.

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Day 7

My TS account was blocked all the time.
Since the next day I woked up I really wanted to say sorry because of how I was acting while intoxicated.
I don’t remember what I really said but I think I had insulted @ireallycantremember I think @Dazercat or @Rockstar24777 and @Englishd - I Am Really Trully Honnestly Sorry.

I only remember the fragments of that day.

I had sort of anger attack, that night I even had problems with Police. I am really sorry.

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Good morning Dana!!!
How did the cake turn out.

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Well done Pauly, super happy for you.
:orange_heart::seedling:

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Happy joyous and free.

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Thank you, apology accepted. I knew you were not in a good place. I am happy to see you got 7 days.
Always welcome back.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Thank you very much for the apology @zzz but I don’t remember you saying anything bad to me at all :rofl: It’s all good bro welcome back!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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@anon35096624 Welcome “back.” I am glad to see you posting. Happy Saturday and I look forward to watching your progress. I am right behind you!
@Mich80 Good job on 10 days!
@RosaCanDo

Me, too. Being present is tough and reflecting in an analytical and kind way is also tough. You’re right, though - you can learn a hell of a lot about yourself that way. I have been trying to visualize standing back like a doctor, nodding with interest at the things I have done or said in the past. The mind is fascinating.

@SoberGuyUSA I love that number! :star_struck:

@zzz Those guys aren’t easily offended. Glad you’re back. Get back at it.

@CaptAZ Congratulations! That’s beautiful.

Day 5. I feel like these are the longest 5 sobriety days in a row I have ever had. Today I feel hungover, tired (physically and mentally), my back is waking me up at night. I am hiding some pretty major tension in my body and I don’t like it. Stress measurement says: Calm. My muscles and bones tell a different story.

There’s something to be said about the ability to keep the heartbeat and breathing calm while the body is waging war. I’d rather that than not be able to breathe. Far, far better than panic attacks.

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@TripnMN I never thought it might be the weather, hoping it settles down soon for you too :pray:t2::crossed_fingers:t2:
@anon74766472 congrats on all those 1s :tada:
@Gracie1 congrats on your week :tada:
@Jennajen safe travels :pray:t2: and have an amazing time :smiley:
@Dolse71 congrats on 14 months :tada:
@anon35096624 sorry you’ve been struggling :blue_heart: glad you’re back and feeling able to post again, congrats on your week :tada:
@Dmcg1987 congrats on 60 days :tada:
@Mich80 congrats on double digits :tada:
@RosaCanDo congrats on 50 days :tada:
@zzz welcome back :slightly_smiling_face: congrats on your week :tada:

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@CaptAZ congrats on 1400 days :tada:

467 days no alcohol.
435 days no cocaine.
28 days no nicotine.

Still extremely fatigued and needing naps all day. Haven’t had as many spasms today though so I’m hoping I’ll start feeling a bit better soon :pray:t2:

Went out to do grocery shopping this afternoon, forgot one item from my list, so I have to go back again before Tuesday when I will need that item :man_facepalming:t2:

My feet are really hurting, and going by the letter I received today from the private hospital, my treatment won’t be starting on 26th as I’d hoped, as they say it’s ‘initial appointment’, which is really stupid because I already saw the consultant and I could have booked in with him to do the treatment and not waited all this time for it, because he convinced me it would be much cheaper this way, but if I have to pay for an extra initial appointment, then the cost difference is minimal and I’d rather have had the treatment all finished by now. Some admin to do for registration before the appointment so will probably do that tomorrow.

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Day 959. Hitting each of the HALT letters at a dead sprint. Its 4am and I cant sleep. Just ragged. I hope the rest of the week is better.

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Hi everyone :sunny::sunflower: Today is 100 days sober for me. Keely and her boyfriend surprised us last night and came to stay for the weekend. She’s really sweet and celebrates these milestones even when I don’t. She doesn’t let me forget how far I’ve come. :blush:

I ran out of likes last night (I blame your memes @Dazercat :wink:), so I just wandered around reading y’all’s stories. @Its_me_Stella Stella, my heart hurts with yours. I know you have a mountain of resources and tools to get through just about anything, but it’s always so much tougher when it’s a human being you’re having to get over. Even though it seems we are, we girls aren’t always tough all the time. My heart is walking with yours. :heart:

Congratulations on your 1400 days, David! @CaptAZ :partying_face::tada: Happy, joyous, and free sounds awesome.

Hope you all have a peace-filled weekend. :blush::purple_heart:

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Day 13 check in :relieved::innocent::pray:

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Huge congrats Carolyn! Triple digits is awesome!
sybo-subway-surfers

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@ShesGotMoxie Felicidades on your triple digits, Carolyn!!! That sounds like a wonderful celebration.
@CaptAZ David, that’s simply wonderful that your sobriety is so rock solid. You’ve been a great example.

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2 week milestone check in, really struggled yesterday with the voices telling me it’s ok to have a few!!! But I will not let it beat me, thanks for your support x

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Congrats on triple digits Carolyn, so happy for you. Ty for your love and support.
:orange_heart::seedling:

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Nicely done! Keep it up!

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I am on day 260. Have I mentioned lately how much I :heart: sobriety??

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:100: days is incredible :clap::tada:

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