Checking in daily to maintain focus #37

Day 43 check in. Under the weather the last couple days. Headache i cant seem to kick.Headed to bed for a good night sleep as back to work tomorrow.

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It wonā€™t be. Just make the decision that you no longer vape, dont put out into the world that ā€œits going to be very hard to quitā€ you need positive energy put out there ā€¦ Just say to your self in the mirror every morning, I no longer am someone who vapes. I dont vape" keep positive affirmations going like thatā€¦ And in no time, you will have days, weeks, months under your belt ā€¦ :pray::tada::hugs:

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So here we are back at work, feeling freshā€¦ ready for whatā€™s thrown at me.

Letā€™s be having ya!
Iā€™m a class one hgv driver and Iā€™m rolling with smiles today.

Stay strong folks. :muscle:
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Mega film thatā€¦ keep strong brother. :facepunch:

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Heck yeah. Thanks bro. Have a strong day

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Huge congrats on your big 1 year Tony!!
Always admire and inspired by your meaningful posts!! TY!

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Wow Tony ā˜† Congratulations :confetti_ball:

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Congratulations Tony on 1 year, 365 days of sobriety, be proud, very proud :clap:
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373 days

Back to work today, grateful I had a sober Christmas Holiday. So feeling OK about the return. Slightly aching after two gym classes but thatā€™s good.

Have a good 24 hrs all :green_heart:

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FANTASTIC TONY!! YYYAAYYY!!! CONGRATS :confetti_ball:
One year :heart::heart::heart:

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Going through my Facebook feed this evening, someone who helped me in my early recovery and was my grandsponsor (my sponsors sponsor) went out last week after being clean for over 9 Ā½ years. I have found myself many times over the past 3+ years wishing I had someone elses program, had their clean time, their this and that. After seeing how quickly our disease can rip everything from us, the saying ā€œJust for Todayā€ has never been more clear. It doesnā€™t matter how much clean time I have, I canā€™t worry about tomorrow. I need to focus on staying clean today. I will wake up tomorrow another day clean and am thankful that.

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825 days!!! Thatā€™s awesome! :sunglasses:

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Hey guys! I hope all is well itā€™s a been a few days Iā€™ve been very busy at work the COVID numbers are up in NYC and my hospital has opened 2 COVID units Iā€™m trying to deal with the mental stress of another COVID wave the first one was so heartbreaking! Today is 35 days and Iā€™m still grateful, still taking it a day at a time. NYE i felt the urge to drink but i played back 30 days ago when I was sick tossing and turning vomiting and ended up in the hospital ā€¦ sometimes replaying the tape is all I need to do to snap out of it.

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Thanks Dana, I appreciate that.
Iā€™m proud of you too. Youā€™ve been part of this forum for 2 years, havenā€™t been sober for longer than 10 days, but you are still fighting. Constantly letting ourselves down tires us, but you donā€™t let that stop you. Youā€™ll get past those 10 days soon, Iā€™m sure of it. And congratulations on 5 days, thatā€™s huge :smiley:

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That made me laugh so much :sweat_smile:

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So happy for you Tony, congratulations!! :tada:
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Hello community, just checking in.

Yesterday absolutely sucked. A crying meltdown of a hot mess. I was hoping the earth might swallow me up so I couldnā€™t feel all these emotions flooding through my body. Then at least I would be numb and not feel anything at all.

Feeling better today. Still very much baby steps.

It will be 1 week today of not a drop of alcohol. Wow, how did a week go so fast. Holy cr*p

Thank you universe. Thank you friends and beautiful souls here at TS and thank God for my husband who puts up with so much and loves and supports me no matter what, even as he deals with his marijuana demons at the same time.

Feeling hugely grateful today :innocent:

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Yeah, almost pissing ourselves because we want to finish a game usually isnā€™t a good sign :grimacing: Iā€™d be very cautious with your behaviour regarding games. And be careful with gamemodes like zombies, they need constant attention and the games are very long and canā€™t be paused.
But youā€™ll be okay, youā€™ve kicked alcohol AND weeds ass

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Checking in sober and going to stay sober for the next 24 hours.

I was so happy this morning when the mail man brought my new watch. My old sports watch was broken. I paid quite a lot of money for the watch. Although it was my own fault it broke, the company send me a brand new one!! :star_struck:

I didnā€™t slept really well, but I am so happy waking up with not having the poison called alcohol in my blood. Life is so much better without it., and sometimes you have to learn that the hard way again.

Today itā€™s the 4th of January a perfect day for NOT drinking. I can do this.

Have a amazing sober day my friends!

@Pica congratulations on your :two: weeks Very well done! :pray: :muscle:

@Singtone what a amazing achievement. :partying_face:Congratulations :partying_face: on your :three: :six: :five: days of sobriety

@Cherry_Kisses Itā€™s good to hear that you are feeling better today. Those crappy emotional days full of anxiety always pass by. You are doing a great job and soon you will be rewarded with 1 week of sobriety. You got this :pray: :blue_heart:

@Butterflymoonwoman Happy for you that you find back your old big book Dana and that you can start working it again. And well done on your bills, not using has such a amazing influence on our ways we organize our lives, and the money we are saving. And I am jealous you have snow over there :wink: :blue_heart:

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