@Butterflymoonwoman I thought of that exact story of the wolves fighting inside when I read @Its_me_Stella 's reply. I think of it often! Here is another i bookmarked and it has helped me from time to time to stay on track. Perhaps you will find something in it for yourself.
Bye for now…
Ps thank you @Liberara for the original post. It has helped me, and I think it will continue to help others!