Checking in daily to maintain focus #38

Yay girl!!! So happy for you :slight_smile: happy 30 days to u! Iā€™m right behind ya :slight_smile:

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Thank you.

Thirty days is HUGE!!
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Iā€™m so happy for you Pica :hugs:
That right there is some golden change.
Iā€™m glad your here.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Way to go Eric!!! Omg this is HUGE!! SO SO proud of you!!

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Good morning all and love to those who are struggling. Day 168 for me, still shooting for that Blue NA keytag at day 183 (6 months).

Attended a meeting last night as usual, one coming up tonight. Sent my Gratitudes to my sponsor. One is I am getting my Covid booster today.

Well really gotta get off my ass and get the kitchen done so will say ta-ra for now folks.

Love yourself! Stay clean and sober just for today

Kat

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Have a fabulous day Kat!!!

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You too Dana I am so proud of you for 21 days!

I hear you, Fleur. :purple_heart: I deal with that at times, too. I can be upset about something my husband has said or done, and according to him Iā€™m upset because I have depression. He generally explains that his conduct is ā€œperceivedā€ and not really distressing. It gets old, and Iā€™m sorry youā€™re dealing with this. Iā€™m glad youā€™re sharing about it, because thatā€™s really the only way Iā€™ve been able to cope, by sharing.

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Hello guys
Checking in day 26. Watching a scary show called archieve 81.
@Pica hey congrats on 1 month. Keep it up
@Butterflymoonwoman hey good job on reaching 3 weeks. Very happy for you. Sending positive vibes to you.
Bye guys and have a good day. Love you all.

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Checking in
Day 21
Got some serious good rest last night. Absolutely needed it! Hit the 3 week mark of recovery and am very proud of this! Iā€™m getting a sense of normalcy now with not using. I rarely have urges to use, and if I do they are quite mild. Honestly vigilance is the key word for this year! I finally found something that works for me in recovery. Absolute vigilance Every. Single. Day. (whether I want to do my prayer and recovery stuff or not). Prayer and connection to my HP has been crucial these past 3 weeks. I have seen and experienced my HP work in my life these last 3 weeksā€¦ literally doing things for me that I couldnā€™t do for myself.
Anyway, today is good. My situation from the past week or so has been slowly (VERY slowly) working itself out. Today I am focused on having patience and kindness towards others as I have been kind of a b#tch lately. Not happy about that. Going to exercise today, eat well, and work on my vision board. Luv u guys!!

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30 days.:tada: Congrats

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Every once in a while we can be a bit bitchy! :grimacing::rofl:

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I started watching that a few days ago. Iā€™m really liking it. :ghost::smiling_imp:

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Just a quick motivational drawing. Might actually go back and take my time putting togetherā€¦

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This is such productive communication! Well done! This and what you wrote in the gratitude thread made me SO happy for you. He is hearing you!

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Wasnā€™t sure where to put this awesome video but then thought maybe someone needed a smile today on the check in! :grinning: Freddy + cute animal = a fabulous day!!!

19.3 Months :hugs:

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Damn, thatā€™s good @anon53116147 !

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Haha! :joy: I love pikas!

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I am trying not to binge on it. I usually watch at night. Hope I donā€™t have nightmares :ghost:

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I cover my ears so I canā€™t hear the creepy music that plays when something scary is about to happen. :joy:

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Thank you so much! Iā€™m really grateful that we are talking in a productive way. We have had some tension around this topic for a long time, with periods where it seems okay and then things kind of crash and burn. Youā€™re right, I think. Heā€™s hearing me and Iā€™m also taking my aggressive energy down a notch and trying to be wholehearted with him. Iā€™m hopeful!

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