Checking in day 71. I havent had time to catch up on all the posts. Ive been so tired this week. Hoping it passes soon. Have a wonderful sober day!
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Day 599 clean and sober today. Rough night last night but went to bed early and today is a new day. Have an amazing day I love you guys!!! 
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How are you doing right now Dan? Iām glad ur at the hospital. Thank u for checking in. Stay close Dan hugs
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Rough start to day 28 but Iām looking forward to it getting better
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Thank you Roland! Iām glad others can relate. I think ur absolutely right thoā¦ I do get tired early. Mainly mentally but now physically too (since Iām eating up early to workout). I feel fantastic today. Still clean and sober and did my workout this morning, ate good! So im ready to take on the day! How are YOU doing? Howās ur running going? Super impressed by ur milestone recently 
Iām really inspired by u Roland!
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Hell ya!!! Congratulations 
awesome work!!!
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WAHOO!! 30 days!! Congratulations!!
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Congratulations!! 30 days ROCKS!!!
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Checking in
Day 9
Tonight will be double digits! Canāt wait! Feeling really good this morning. Did my workout, feeling sore lol, found an app to track my food intake instead of manually looking things up. So happy with that. Recovery is going well. Canāt complain. I am happy and healthy. Honestly I am still annoyed with my āoldā friend who ordered that cake for her daughter. She finally saw all my messages on messenger. Didnāt say shit. No apologyā¦ no nothing. She is not well. And as much as I want to help her, I canāt get too close. I can make suggestions for supports etc if she asks. But she was going to mtgs previously here so she knows what she needs to do to get back in contact with supports. I have to keep my distance tho bcuz I am super protective over my recovery and the little time I do have. Anyway, things are good. The JFT reading for NA was good! Going to pray now and enjoy the cold weather out there 
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Wow!!! Loving this number 
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Wow! That is very interesting! Itās amazing what people can do when they work together. Have a great day!
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Hell yeah! That is amazing, congratulations
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Iām glad youre alive and I can hear how frustrated you are. It was super frustrating and confusing for me to grasp that one part of me will always want to kill me and the other part of me will want to live. Keeping the balance heavier on the one that wants me alive side is how I remain clean and happy. It takes a fuckload of work Dan and its hard to fight that piece of shit inside me.
You were here the other day talking about having tough feelings and not knowing what to do with them. Then you were talking about not knowing what the whole point of being clean is. I could read into youā¦ I knew where your head was at and I missed the post where you said, " guys I am about to pick up." I tagged you in a gratitude post of mine because I might have thought about how simple our meaning to being clean is. We make the world a better place y helping other addicts stay clean Dan. If you can stay clean you can reduce child abuse, animal abuse, spousal abuse, abuse to our planet etcā¦ it has a massive trickle effect on the 
Addicts helping addicts.
Come home Dan, we love you and we need you. You deserve to live a happy life and you are strong enough to do this, if you allow others to help you.
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Day 1185 for me here. Still sober and no intention to change that today. So thatās a win, I guess.
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Knowing is one thingā¦ Putting it into action is definitely something else!
But knowing is the first step. And youāve realised it applies to you. Thatās pretty cool. Now youāre in a position to take any action you need to, when you choose to 
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