Checking in daily to maintain focus #38

Life in Recovery
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I completely agree! We gotta keep each other encouraged:)

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Yes girl , we got this :muscle::heart:

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Absolutely :clap:t3::black_heart:

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Omg!!! She is so cute!!!

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:sparkler::blue_heart: :fireworks: 20 days!!! Thatā€™s fabulous!!! :fireworks: :blue_heart: :sparkler:

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Congrats on your awesome 70 days. :sparkler: :partying_face: I just assumed you were good cause you seem so strong. I always hate it when that happens to me so in the future Iā€™ll try not to do it to you. Sorry :blue_heart:

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Day 603 clean and sober today. I hope everyone has a great day today, love you guys!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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@Its_me_Stella thank you :blue_heart::pray:t2::crossed_fingers:t2:
@Twizzlers Iā€™m sure your cousin appreciated the help :blush:
@Hopeful777 thank you :blue_heart::crossed_fingers:t2: ā€˜the cheekā€™ made me laugh :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: Have a lovely time in Southwold :blush:
@mno thank you :blue_heart: that photo looks exactly like where I used to go for my 6 mile a day walks, I really miss them but they are fond memories :blush:
@LAB congrats on triple digits :100::tada: you are doing swimmingly (pun intended :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: )
@Jasty2 thank you :blue_heart:
@Kacialyn welcome :slightly_smiling_face: congrats on your days so far :tada:
@anon52066378 congrats on 70 days :tada: I hope your child is feeling better now :pray:t2:
@SelfLove_42 congrats on 80 days :tada:
@anon42928441 welcome :slightly_smiling_face: congrats on 2 days :tada:

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@kat261 thank you :blue_heart:

544 days no alcohol.
9 days no cocaine.
6 days no binge-eating.

Itā€™s hard not to panic today. My whole body is purple, even when Iā€™m sitting or laying down, and Iā€™ve been having chest pains, blurry vision, and tremors. I am praying every day that whatever is causing this issue goes away. :pray:t2: Itā€™s also hard not to be angry with myself for relapsing and potentially causing it. There were other factors going on the week leading up to when it started, but all the doctors just kept saying it was the cocaine or something mixed with it. I find it so uncomfortable when Iā€™m met with the unknown, just trying to be with it.

I have distracted myself with the gratitude thread today, and itā€™s been such a joy, Iā€™m definitely putting that one in my toolbox :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: and thatā€™s why I havenā€™t been able to :yellow_heart: anyoneā€™s check-ins, they were all used up. Does anyone know the secret to becoming a ā€˜regularā€™ so I can earn more? Iā€™ve been here since Novā€™19. Maybe itā€™s because I donā€™t start any threads or post on many threads. :thinking:

My favourite program starts in less than 20 mins, Iā€™m really looking forward to it :smiley: it will be a fun distraction before I settle down for sleep.

I hope you are all have wonderful sober weekends :blush::blue_heart:

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Thank you! :relaxed:

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Thank you for being so transparent! I hope this day is great for you and keeps your mind full of the positive things that will come. :slight_smile:

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Day 62 check in another day waking up hangover free I got some good news this morning I hit up my older brother as I do with all my siblings he let me know he hasnā€™t had a drink for 3 weeks Iā€™m super proud of him Iā€™m still waiting to start work itā€™s for a University and Iā€™ll tell you this they are strict a lot of paperwork every time I open my email itā€™s another document to fill out but itā€™s all good my sister who works for the same university told me that this job is worth it. I hope everyone has a great weekend. Take care and Peace to all.

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Hey guys. Still feeling under the weather, work was a bit rough,ā€¦ Taking all the vits in my cupboard now!.. nigella sativa black seed oil is gonna be the one to kick this out :fist_right:ā€¦ whatever it isā€¦

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Hello guys.
Its a late check in. Day 12 for me.
Have a great day or night.

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1782

Thank you so much :hugs: hoe your day is has been okay too ?

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Congratulations on 100 days thats brilliant news :slightly_smiling_face:

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Checking in
Day13
Got some grocery shopping done. Crazy busy at Superstore and I found it overwhelming, catching myself getting supper bitchy. Got home and I was starving. So I ate. Definitly having urges to use. Not exactly sure what is triggering it. Maybe stress or being overwhelmed. The weather seems to be triggering my thots too. Itā€™s strange how even weather can do that. Going to sit in the shower with thr warm water and see if that helps me :slight_smile:

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Hi how are you ?
I hope your little one is feeling better :hugs:
Congratulations on 70 days.
Sorry you feel no one checked in on you :disappointed_relieved:

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Sorry your struggling Dana :hugs: Play the tape forward and stay away from the DOCā€™s
. Can you get out for a brisk walk to clear your mind and emotions. I got my 10 000 plus in eary today. Do you have a step counter?

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Thanks Owen :slight_smile: I did get outside today but it wasnā€™t very peaceful lol I might head out again. I just had a quick warm shower n got onto some comfy clothes. Making tea now. Iā€™m going to distract myself with folding laundry and dishes lol play some nature music and of course pray and connect with my HP. Thanks for commenting. I donā€™t have a step counter actually. I really wanna get a fit bit tho :slight_smile:

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