Checking in daily to maintain focus #44

Okay, I came back :rofl::grin:

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Ha ha, thatā€™s good, I was getting worried. Good to see your days adding up :sparkling_heart:

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The weekend?


Happy!!! :slightly_smiling_face:

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Day 372 check in. MIL is here, and that means we can dump the kids on her while we go run errands (so romantic). Today will hopefully be a good day, and being sober will make it that way.

@Butterflymoonwoman those treats are beautiful and look delicious!

Congratulations @Pickles on 500 days! Amazing!

Congratulations @Seb on the marvelous news!

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Checking in on a glorious morning. Itā€™s going to be a good day. Lots of work to do in the garden, some home projects, prepping some food for a BBQ tonight and then a fire. We ended up inviting a friend to join us which will be okay. I like time with just my husband and me but this young fella is nice and not rowdy or a big drinker. Plus heā€™s pretty lonely and is a good conversationalist.

I am appreciating a level of comfort (Edit to say comfort being around alcohol) these days that I wasnā€™t sure would ever come - living with a normie who brews his own beer and loves to talk about it used to drive me mad. Not so much anymore. I am not exactly sure when this shift happened but it was like I suddenly realized it recently. I mean, he can get a little obsessive and deep dive into the specifics, but heā€™s like that about everything as an engineer minded person would. It no longer feels like a personal affront. And why should it? Itā€™s not about me. I donā€™t drink. But I can feign interest in the process just as well as I do about his hydraulic systems at work :sweat_smile: In all honesty, I am grateful he is so passionate about things he is interested in and that he has a hobby that brings him joy. Itā€™s a relief that I donā€™t have to fight my urges or feel pressured to be involved as much like I used to. It helps that I donā€™t have to repeat myself anymore: ā€œI need you to not ask me if I want to taste it, please.ā€ ā€œOh, yeah, Iā€™m sorry. I keep forgetting.ā€ :woman_facepalming:t2:

Hope you all are doing well and hanging in with your goals today. Letā€™s do another day sober! :heartpulse:

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Think Iā€™ll join you (smart arse?? :thinking:)ā€¦ :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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Said with the greatest love and respect :innocent::laughing: A shame that it canā€™t be shared by all.

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ā€¦1548. Picked 42 lbs of strawberries. An enjoyable day with Ms. Monkey and her sister

Toughest partā€¦the tummy ache from eating as I am picking

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Yes maybe :slightly_smiling_face:

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Those cupcakes are amazing!!! Thatā€™s a great side hustle!

Itā€™s hard having patience and working on perspective adjustments. My husbandā€™s famous line to me is, ā€œYou catch more flies with honey than with vinegar.ā€ I try to remember that. Itā€™s definitely easier to do sober when one has more self control.

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Day 14. Made it through yesterday with no urges to drink. Friday was usually my binge day. I almost typed ā€œisā€ there.:grimacing: I teach a class in a little bit and then doing the cleaning that I didnā€™t get to yesterday. I was too tired from teaching so much this week and took a rest day. Feeling much better today. Have a great day!:sparkles:

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3 1/2 Days
MY FEELINGS

Kinda short temper
Happy
Light headed
Mad
Feeling better
Undecided
Sore
Tired
Just a mixed bag right now trying to decide what I should do today as I have the day off/on callā€¦Also itā€™s raining which is nice but also depressing a bit . Any wayā€¦

I WILL NOT DRINK TODAY

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Weā€™re practically twins, I just entered into day 9. Like you, I used vodka to get rid of pain, or more often, to simply stop caring. Right now I have some inexplicable pain in my left shoulder. Canā€™t say Iā€™m not tempted to go for something stronger than aspirin. But Iā€™ve damaged my life enough in the last month. :roll_eyes: So, Iā€™ll just deal with the pain.

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Day 245 AF

Went to the SD County Fair with the wifey last night. It was pretty fun, we got on a few rides, and ate some fair foodies. There was booze all over the place. Peeps were walking around boozin. I wasnā€™t even tempted, honestly. Gonna go to my uncleā€™s bday party at the park later on this afternoon. Iā€™m sure there is gonna be a lot of beer there to. Iā€™ll probably be busy with the lil man at the play structure, that will keep me distracted and away from the poison.

Have a great day everyone!

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Thatā€™s what Iā€™m trying to do today, vodka is an evil bitch, so cheap, yet so destructive! Congratulations on Day 9!! :tada:. What do you do to get your mind off the pain? Someone suggested to make a list of things, so I have that. Just watched Impractical Jokers, laughter seems to help.

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Laughter does help. I spend more time on YouTube than I do actual television. Favorite channels: Pitch Meeting, Honest Trailers, How It Should Have Ended, and Cracked. When Iā€™m not watching comedy, I like the hiking and camping videos.

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Hey everyone! Working through day 7 right now. Had some strong urges, but used the tools I have been building during this experience and have remained sober. Feeling good about myself, but need to remember to never let me guard down. Working through it. Hope everyone is having an amazing weekend!

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Only 42 pounds? Lightweight! :stuck_out_tongue:

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Still going strong but feeling very down today :frowning: guess I will just hope for a better tomorrow- as we do! Glad to be here :slight_smile:

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