Checking in daily to maintain focus #46

1172
Coffee. Work day. I was asleep at 21:30 last night. I need these hours asleep and glad I got 'm. Sober and clean. One night at a time.

Have as good a day as you all can friends. Make it clean and sober or nothing will come of it. It’s why we are all here. Love. Pic is from yesterday morning’s commute.

@Its_me_Stella :bouquet: :1st_place_medal: :heartpulse:

20 Likes

Checking in.
Officially depressed :slightly_frowning_face:
Been fighting it all day. It comes and goes.
But I got this going for me. :point_down:
So that’s worth it!


And I got a week on my no sugar counter.
I know drinking won’t help a fucking thing.
I don’t even want to drink. I bet if I wait long enough. Tomorrow will be better. Or less worse. Or not. But eventually it will all be ok again. Just dang feelings.
Pesky fuckers.
:pray:t2::evergreen_tree::mountain_snow::blue_heart:

Pain shared is pain reduced
I kinda feel a little better already.
Nite nite :zzz::zzz::zzz:

28 Likes

Checking in on day 367. Not much new to report. Had a quiet soberviserrary. Nephews part was great and work was also excellent. I was surprised that my supervisor had balloons for my “birthday” so the residents thought it was my bellybutton birthday. Hope everyone has a good day or night and stays safe!

14 Likes

Do you think he might need to wear a helmet all the time? You would know, I have no idea.
I do know that lots of children do for differing reasons. It’s nice to read that he’s getting more strength in his legs, that’s awesome!
I hope he wakes up feeling fine and ready for his Tuesday. I hope that you will feel fine too and that you both will have a good day. Hugs.
Editing to add: wear one at school while he is in this new environment with so much going on.

3 Likes

Congratulations to amazing 16 months!:confetti_ball::tada::confetti_ball:

2 Likes

Day 32

Tried cold shower against phantom hangover feeling this morning again, it works.

I am fine, but having lot of nervous and anxious feelings in my stomach since yesterday. Don’t know why. I am doing my routines and will do meditation and Yoga today again.

I made a new friendship at the pool last week, we have exactly the same pace and were talking and laughing a bit in the water after workout. Yesterday we met again, made 2500 meters and we have an appointment again for Wednesday. I was always on the point that i want to and have to swim alone to have fun, but with him it’s a lot of fun and the pace is even faster. We are able to crawl synchronously. Very cool!

Tonight i have my regular group therapy meeting. Maybe I will talk about the anxious feelings in my stomach. :grimacing::panda_face:

I wish you a nice and sober day :palm_tree:
Sending love :revolving_hearts:
Take care :v:t2:

15 Likes

Dear Eric, i feel you with that f* feelings :face_with_hand_over_mouth:!
I am sure it will be okay again. If not today, maybe tomorrow.
You are doing great not even thinking about drinking! :muscle:t2:
Julia :panda_face:

4 Likes

Congratulations to 2 full weeks!:confetti_ball::tada::confetti_ball:

2 Likes

No, they do this every morning. It’s a famous spot to do this because of the environment. Turkish people come here to ask there girlfriend to merry for example ore make wedding pictures.

17 Likes

Wow! Your photo report of this spot is sooo amazing!

Really cool thing. Thanks for the pictures! Really appreciate.

Checking in Day 1181 sober

Have been absent lately due to moving, cleaning and trying settle into our new place plus dealing with some issues with my eldest that are really stressing me out. By night time I’m just too exhausted to jump onto the forum but I’m missing you all and miss reading all the threads and posts. Should be back regularly again after this weekend.
BUT I am still sober and that is one positive always worth celebrating!

25 Likes

Well done on the move.
Terribly stressful time, every time. Moving sucks

Get the important stuff sorted then make time to do stuff that has nothing whatsoever to do with moving.
Doing nothing feels like such a reward after moving.

4 Likes

Checking in, day 655. I had a pretty good weekend, spent some time with my brother and his family, read a lot and watched some films. I don’t really have work at the moment which isn’t good financially, but at least I have some time for myself. Did some literary translation and sent to an online publisher. This is something I really like to work on, but rarely have the time and peace it requires.

20 Likes

Heck yeah @Piglet86 almost to your 60 YAY!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

7 Likes

Day 802 clean and sober. Well yesterdays sunrise hike turned into a sunrise breakfast first and then it was over :rofl::rofl::rofl: came home and freaking napped and read all day. Oh well, self compassion is key to my daily mindset so there’s that. I hope everyone has an amazing day today I’m so proud of you all! Love you guys!!!

19 Likes

Happy 800 days @Nordique my sober almost twin HELL YEAH!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

7 Likes

Your amazing keep it up

1 Like

Just like @Rockstar24777 said, I’m checking in on day 800 today! Thanks to everyone for all your support and help! And thanks Rob! So glad to have a sober twin :metal:

I hope everybody has a good one!

31 Likes

Good morning everyone. I’ve been super busy with things here around the half way house that I’ve been really lacking checking in. I’m doing well, I’m feeling beautiful inside and out, I’m grateful and just loving every little thing, doesn’t matter what gets thrown my way I’m gonna cherish it. I’ve been really getting into crystal lately and have these three, opalite, blue onyx, and blue goldstone, all have amazing healing and energy and help with so many things. I love meditating with them but anyways much love to every one hope you all have good days

23 Likes